Chapter 19

Sunday August 18 to Monday August 19,1862

I take the sedative like a good girl.In mid-afternoon,a tailor measures me for a dress,which is very tiresome.Normally I would love the prospect of a new dress,especially one so fine as a wedding gown,but now my priorities have changed.Nora follows me everywhere just like Anna did,except she is always an arm’s length away from me,as if she’s afraid I’ll run off.I don’t speak to her much,my mind on other things.When it’s finally time for bed,I let Nora put my nightgown on meekly.Luckily I don’t need a slave sleeping on a pallet at the foot of my bed anymore.As I’m in bed with lights out,Nora heads out to the small room that used to be Anna’s.And Hannah’s