Chapter 17

“Yes, of course.” Edward picked up a copy of the Catholic Monthlyfrom the coffee table and absently leafed through it. “That’s what I love about him. It’s why I want to protect him.”

“But you can’t, not from what happened in the past. No one can.”

“Those times were hard on both of you. Childhood’s a bitter pill for most of us, but yours wins the prize.”

Robert nodded and seemed to regain his composure. “But it’s something else this time. I had no idea how much he resented me for leaving him. I assumed he had other children his age…oh Christ. I feel as if I’m the one to blame.”

“Listen, he was what…eleven, twelve? I doubt he was capable of understanding your vocation. I certainly wouldn’t have at that age.”

“Maybe.”

“It’s like you said earlier. It’s the child coming out. That’s who’s talking when he remembers his years at the orphanage. I’ve not a doubt he adores you. Always has. I feel the same about Caroline. She’s more like a sister than a cousin.”