Chapter 68

??No,?? he said, smoothing my hair, ??I don??t hate it. Just take it easy.??

So I did, sliding in and out of him with deep, slow movements. When his back arched off the bed and he pulled me to him to draw me in deeper, I knew he was about to come. I grabbed his cock and he lost it, spilling onto my hand and his stomach. I came soon after that, filling the condom before I pulled out of him.

??Shit,?? Jay cursed as I rose from the bed. ??That was better than I thought it would be.??

??You should be open to more things,?? I said, removing the condom and tossing it into the trash before climbing back into bed with him.

??I??m open to a lot of things. I just prefer to be the giver rather than the receiver.??

??Am I really the only man who??s ever fucked you???

??Yes??technically.??

??What does that mean???

??I let a guy do me when I was fifteen. He was a year older than I was so, technically, he wasn??t a man yet.??

??And???

??And I hated it. You know I have control issues.??