For years, Nolan Young has tried to deny he’s gay. With an abusive, homophobic father, who is also the mayor of Sutter’s Bay, Nolan has no choice but to ignore that part of himself. Until he meets Leo Winthrop on the beach one day. Leo is exactly the kind of guy Nolan would want ... if he could allow himself to act on his desires. Leo has been dealing with demons of his own. His older brother brought him to Sutter’s Bay hoping it’d help Leo put his past behind him. The quaint town hasn’t been much help ... until now. Meeting cute and innocent Nolan changes Leo’s outlook and brings hope to his life for the first time in years. But can he convince Nolan to stand up to his father and take a chance on forever with him?

Finding Forever

Leo’s hand slipped briefly to his balls to squeeze them, then his fingers teased at the crease of Nolan’s ass. Then he felt cold slickness and a finger probing at his hole. His body instantly tensed up, his ass muscles tightening at the intrusion. Leo made little reassuring sounds as his finger pushed inside.


He bit his lip at the slight sting, but decided it didn’t seem so bad. At least yet. Leo’s finger slipped past the ring of muscle and then deeper still. The finger moving within him seemed strange and foreign but not altogether unpleasant. He spread his legs farther apart and sucked Leo’s tongue into his mouth just as Leo added a second finger.


For a few heartbeats the fingers inside him burned, causing him to catch his breath. Nolan told himself to relax, and after a few seconds the burn eased and the thrusting fingers felt good.


Chapter 16