Chapter 21

In the end, he caved and watched part two of Boot Camp Butt Cadets. This time it was easier to spot the differences between the actor and Neil, and thankfully the character only appeared in two scenes, both times in full uniform. Austin felt embarrassed anyway. He didn’t tell Erika he was watching gay porn again, let alone one with someone who looked like a friend of his. Sneaking around behind her back might as well have been the first step to cheating in his mind. That was another thing he decided to give up for the sake of her happiness.

Austin’s last Skype chat with Neil was surreal. It had become such a routine that he couldn’t fully comprehend that in a few days he would be able to talk to Neil eye-to-eye. There hadn’t been any further nocturnal mishaps, much to Austin’s relief. He told himself that one time had been a fluke, an intense and sexy but one-time fluke. The fact that he found Neil attractive on a platonic level was a coincidence.