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Chapter 17

“I want the same thing you want, Brad. I want to feel close to someone, but there’s all this…this conflict going on inside me. I want to love another man, but I’m worried about what my family will think. And if I get close to someone and something happens, I’m scared of getting hurt.” He ran his hand through his hair. “I don’t feel like I can live my own life. Like I said, my mother hasn’t got over my divorce yet. She reckons she never will. Imagine what she’d do if she found out I’m a faggot.”

Brad grimaced. “Do you have to use that word? It’s so…abrasive.”

“Queer, then. Gay. It’s all the same to me.” Enzo looked at Brad. “What about you? Tell me something about you.”

Brad hadn’t finished processing all that Enzo had told him. He had, however, finally discovered the source of Enzo’s rage. The reason for his constant need to hide his feelings and the reason those same feelings came out in other, less savoury, ways.

“What do you want to know?”