Chapter 47

“Well, trust me. That’s what it said,” he told me. “So, I decided not to decide right away. Long story short, I am gay. I didn’t need to decide, of course.” He played a silent melody on the vertical slats behind him now, moving his fingers to notes and rests only in his head. It was safer than tending to plants, considering where his emotions were. “As if getting married isn’t a big change. Jesus.” Suddenly, Major was on the move. “I almost got married! I frigging made this huge stupid scene in front of Abby’s family and all of our friends…” He stopped near the ramp at one end of the building. “I just needed to face it.” He wasn’t facing me. “No matter how part of The Supreme Court was going to feel, or the conservative candidate running for the senate in our state, or even Abby or you, I needed to say to myself ‘being gay and marrying a woman are probably a little incongruent…unless we’re lesbians. Which we’re not, neither Abby nor I.’”

“Okay.”