Growing up is hard enough, but it’s worse as a pacifist whose country is at war. Jim and Brian are neighbors, best friends, and high school graduates heading for college. In 1970 the Vietnam War raged, and Brian and Jim, both pacifists, worry about being drafted. To make matters worse, both men are gay and far from out. When Brian finally admits his feelings for his friend, he’s surprised and pleased Jim feels the same. Brian’s father teaches jujitsu, and the two men learn the ancient art, though neither believes in fighting. They struggle to overcome their pacifist tendencies amid racial tension and homophobia that threatens to tear their lives -- and their love -- apart. Can Brian and Jim turn fear into courage and learn to defend themselves, and each other, to create a life of love?

Fear and Courage

Jim stared at the massive piece of hard meat and shook his head.


“I said, suck my dick.” Brian held the back of Jim’s head, slapped him once with his cock, and shoved it into Jim’s mouth. “Suck it good. Make me come in your mouth, and you’d better swallow it all.”


Jim’s cock throbbed at the “assault,” another dream coming true. He pretended to resist, but eventually relented, and in magnificent form. Brian face-fucked him, and it took only two to three minutes for his lover to shoot in his mouth. He shoved his cock deep, holding Jim’s head with both hands. Brian moaned, then pulled out.


“That was good, white boy. You suck cock real good, but you have to be careful to cover your teeth with your lips.” He helped Jim to stand, and they kissed.


Chapter 13