Chapter 20

I stared at myself in the mirror. Water dripped from my hair down onto my T-shirt. All color had disappeared from my face, and I was whiter than the ivory colored keys on my piano. My pupils were blown and had taken over my eyes completely and I looked like someone had scared the shit out of me.

“Get yourself together,” I hissed at myself. I tried to take my own advice and inhaled. I held the air trapped in my lungs for as long as I could before it demanded to be let out. I repeated the process several times until my skin had returned to its normal hue.

I had to speak to him. To tell him I was sorry, too. That it hadn’t all been his fault. I’d beg his forgiveness if I had to. In fact…

I hurried back to the music room and grabbed my phone from the top of the piano where I’d tossed it earlier. Opening our chat, I typed out a text.

I miss you. I can’t wait to see you <3