“I don’t know,” he replied, looking away for a moment before returning his attention to me. “Did you have any feelings for me, more than the fact we were friends for a while?”
I nodded. “I did. I still do. I can’t say I love you. I don’t know you well enough, despite what we went through together. I do know, if I’d had the choice, I’d have stuck around to see what happened.”
“Why didn’t you have a choice?” he asked, staring hard at me.
“There are things about me…” I spread my hands.
“Tell him,” Gavin said from the entrance to the living room.
I shook my head.
“You do it, or I will,” Gavin replied.
I sneered at him. “And break your promise.”
Lorne was listened, his gaze going from me to Gavin and back again as we talked. Now he said, “What promise?”
“The one I made to Brant, not to talk about him with my superiors.” Gavin shot me a hard look. “Lorne isn’t one of my bosses.”
“Don’t,” I begged. “He doesn’t…He’ll hate me if you do.”