Chapter 46

The land must be cursed, for it made his thoughts rancid. His future here looked bleak. Years of workingon the Gardener estate with the chance he might end up like his father were a bad enough prospect, but towork here and watch Richard from afar…how to stomach it? He’d never wanted ‘just sex’. The lie managed to manoeuvre Richard into his bed, which was fine for a first time. Meaningless sex was like a purposeless job. Fine for a while, but not long term. Ethan had about done with his insignificant existence. More years of the same was for shit and if he could be honest with himself he’d known from the day his father went into a home.