Chapter 31

“You feel the differences in our ages do not matter. That may be. But I am even older than I was then, but you are the same age as Hans was. Now the difference between us is even greater than it was with Hans. So, I think it would be better if we didn’t—”

Emboldened by Rolf’s coming to see him, hoping it meant whatever Rolf was feeling for him could be reached, Neil interrupted him.”

How would it be better?” he asked, while at the same time walking toward Rolf. “Better for you to live a life alone, not taking a chance on happiness? Better for me to have found someone who may become very special to me, only to have him deny what we might mean to each other?” Neil now stood directly in front of him. He placed both hands on Rolf’s broad shoulders. “Please, Rolf, don’t push me away. All I ask is that you give us a chance to find out what might be.”