Chapter 22

“What I’m saying is that we can have a sexual relationship and keep it as quiet as you want. Friends with benefits, more, whatever. Or we can be just friends, without any perks. But I can’t do the hot and cold. We need to define this thing between us, and we both need to be involved in it. Or we need to be nothing at all. You need to decide what you want.”

Lucas nodded, and his shoulders slumped. The confidence I usually saw from him was gone. I wanted to comfort him, or take it back, or do something to help him. But I didn’t push. I just waited.

Lucas’s exhale was explosive. “I don’t…know. I’m sorry. I just…don’t know.”

“It’s okay,” I said quietly. I closed the distance between us and then gently took his face in my hands. I tilted his face until I could place a soft, chaste kiss on his lips. “Think about it. Take your time and really decide what you want. I can wait.”