Chapter 126

Jay, sick of her delicate sensibilities, continued anyway. “I decided. I, like you, believed we’d be together for only a short time. That Dean couldn’t be mine. Not truly. So I chose. I chose to have the time we could. I was all prepared to let him go.”

“That’s all very well. It doesn’t explain the sex. And take that bloody soppy look off your face!”

Jay laughed. “You don’t like my face? You should see yours, sister darling. I luvvvvvthe sex.”

If her colour got any deeper, he’d have to check her pulse. Didn’t silence him, though.

“I love begging. I tell him to make me beg. I love screaming his name. I love him holding me down, knowing that he’ll do only as much as I want, and maybe a bit more than I think I do, but never go too far. I abso-fucking-lutely enjoy every moment and love. Every. Inch. Of. It.”

He’d been right about the green. Jay, unable to resist teasing, carried on. “Do you think I never play turnabout?”