As much as I hated to admit it, I was in love with Ryan Meade. Gone were the days when I could stop thinking about him during the week until I saw him again on the weekends. Now I thought about him constantly and I longed to be with him. Even before the incident with Andrew, I’d worried about him when he wasn’t with me. God, I wished I’d stopped seeing him before I’d started to fall for him. It would have been easier to get rid of him then. But now, I couldn’t dream of being without him, and it scared me. 8