Chapter 6

No, Mom’s case centered on me. “You deserve someone to make you happy,” she always said. “You’re young, you should be out having fun, not sitting around, watching game shows with your parents.”

I’ve always wondered if she’d stop trying if she knew I was gay. Our tiny town has a grand population of six thousand people within city limits, and I can’t claim to personally know another member of the LGBT tribe if my life depended on it. Who was I going to date?

But that would require telling her, and as ready as I’d been last Christmas, I couldn’t do it yet. I was too afraid of how she and Dad would react. Our pastor at church had sparked a few conversations during services over the last couple years about the national attention gay marriage was getting, and though they never really agreed with him out loud, they never said a word against him, either.