Lei recoiled from me, his eyes welling up. “Micah…I’m sor—”
“Fuck you,” I said, without fear or anger. I dropped the broken phone on the table and went straight for the entrance. I grabbed my coat. “I don’t have to take this abuse from you, anymore. You want to be alone, then be alone.” I slipped my boots on, but didn’t bother with the laces. “It’s so sad,” I cried, a sob choking me. “Because I love you, Wilhelm. I fucking loveyou. And maybe it’s not enough.” I opened the door and gave him one final look. He was still the most captivating and alluring man I’d ever seen. “I’ll be at Nash’s.” I waited for him to stop me and when he didn’t, stepped out into the cold. “I’m gonna call your mother and she’s gonna come check on you so you better open the door.”
“I won’t kill myself,” Lei whispered, standing in the hall, under the light.
I broke down again, putting my fist to my lips, trying to hold it together. “You promise?” I pleaded.