“Oh, yes, Lei was something else. But you know what? We didn’t like him so much anymore. Louie and I, that is. We kind of stayed away from him in those days. He was a fucking prima donna. Was hitting the bottle pretty heavily, too. Some cocaine. He had money coming out of his ass. Lovers came and went. But one thing always brought him back to earth. Always made him remember who he really was, and that was Gordon. That’s when we’d see our brother again. The man we loved.” Her eyes filled with tears and she reached for my hand. “I’m telling you all this because I think that maybe, you don’t really know who Lei was before Gordon died. And the man he was wasn’t halfthe man he is today. Losing his son broke my brother. It really did. But somehow, it also…gave him his soul back.” She blew out a breath and leaned back in chair. “I don’t know how to explain it.”
“No, it’s okay. I understand. I understand what you mean.”
“You do?” Lou sighed. “Micah…he loves you so much.”