Chapter 46

“You’re alright,” Roy added. “Check it out. If I was a girl, I’d dig ya, Scooter.”

“Really?”

“No. Suck my dick.” Roy’s grin made his immaturity bearable.

“You’re a good friend, Tucker.” Chad reached for the door handle. “Roy, you’re a goof.”

“Stay and play, Scooter.”

Tucker reached for Chad. “You can…if you want. Why don’t ya? And I want to, like, be more than your friend.”

“But you also want to be more than Roy’s friend.”

“And I want someone to suck my dick. I’m getting blue balls, dig?”

“Yeah. I guess,” Tucker said. “I’m sorry, Chad. I don’t know. I don’t get it. I don’t get any of it, dig. I accept that I like guys. I’m torn, though. I’m not trying to be some punk.”

“I know.”

“I dig you. I love being with you. I love you.”

“I love you.”

“And part of me loves Roy.”

“The dirty part,” Roy said.

“Not just that, Roy. You’re a jerk, man. A big jerk. But that day you sang, you were a whole different cat.”