Chapter 47

He reached out and grabbed Jack’s hand, gripping Jack’s fingers to the point of painful. “Whatever I did to deserve you walking away from me, I’m sorry.”

“Oh my God,” Jack sighed, lowered his head and dropped his shoulders as if someone had just piled on an eternity’s worth of weight. “See? Do you see what I mean? You automatically assume you’ve done something wrong. That’s not what I was implying at all, Mason. It’s not that you deserve to be hurt, or that you don’t deserve me; it’s that you deserve so fucking much more. Someone leaps and bounds above me. You deserve one of those wide-eyed sweethearts that you’re so damn terrified of. Go back up to that hall in Moosebrain, woo that sexy native fucker back to the city, and spend the rest of your life having him adore you for everything you are and everything you have. That, Mason, is what you need in your life.”

Jack paused, swallowed. “Not me. Not a dirtbag.”