Chapter 32

“You were…” Parker’s voice trailed. It wasn’t the trained pause of an actor waiting for a point to solidify, but the confused fumbling of a man searching for the right way to say something. “There was a…You did this…thing.”

As if a switch was suddenly flicked in Parker’s head, his expression hardened, and his shoulders stiffened. “It was supposed to be fun. We were playing around. That’s all. Just a game. All I wanted to do, all I wantto do, is fuck you. Maybe suck you off. Then have you do the same. Kick back and enjoy life, John. Stop trying to make everything so damn complicated. Enjoy yourself. Enjoy me!” John shook his head. “For the life me, I cannot figure out why you’re trying so hard to do this.”

Both Parker’s hands flew to his head and he threaded his fingers into his hair in what appeared to be abject frustration. “I am trying to show you something that will change your fucking life!”