Hey, I was almost forty years old, and that was exactly the kind of thing that had worked for me so far.
But I got a shock. He wasn’t prepared to do the same thing. Funny how that works. No, he was all set to give me the farewell speech, the one that goes along the clichéd lines of “It’s not you, it’s me” but which really boils down to “I don’t love you anymore.”
Shrug. Nothing ever lasts, does it?
Sorry to disappoint you, leaving out that big scene full of tears, pleading, accusations, and drama. As I said, maybe one day I’ll be in a better place to tell you all about it. But that day hasn’t come yet.
So let’s talk about now. We now find ourselves here, in Fawcettville, Ohio, the little Ohio River town in which I grew up, some two months later.
Oh Lord, how did I get back here? A place I promised I’d never return to, save for the occasional visit to my homophobic father and my sweet-as-pie younger sister.