You might be thinking he’s a different person, but he’s not. He’s simply restored—the Jackson I fell in love with on that snowy night so many years ago. Sometimes I think about fate and believe he and I were meant to be. That makes sense to me, because I know now, and get it verified every time he kisses me, every time he absentmindedly lays a hand on my knee when we’re driving somewhere, every time he throws a leg over mine as we slumber, too close, on my—now our—bed, that Jackson and I were meant for each other, right from the beginning. The road was tortuous, the path twisted, but it could only lead us in one direction—back to each other.
“Happy? Oh yes. More than I can put into words.”
He kisses me lightly. And I can’t help it, I cast a quick, guilty glance out at the river, toward Dad, to see if he noticed. I chastise myself and believe it’s that kind of thinking, that kind of self-loathing, that has no place here.