Chapter 13

He paused at the doorway. “What about Lissa? Does she know?”

“Lissa?” I didn’t mean to blush again, but I did.

“Oh Patrick.” His face went suddenly pale. “Oh God.”

“What? I just see her now and then. Mum invites her round.”

“Oh Patrick.” For a moment, that was all he seemed to be able to say. “Fuck. Have you been keeping her in ignorance, all this time? Maybe she still thinks you’re on the market, still keen on her. Is that right? How long were you going to keep that up?”

“I’m not….”

“So how far will you go?” The ugly edge was back in his voice.

“What the hell do you mean?”

“Will you kiss her, fuck her? Just for show, you understand, just to keep the family happy. Or wait—are you doing that already? Have you been fucking bothof us about, in all senses of the word?” He laughed harshly. “Will you marry her, after all?”

“Don’t be stupid.” My fists were clenched, and I felt tears prick at the back of my eyes. That hadn’t been what I meant to say, dammit!