Chapter 12

“Hush now, honey,” I cooed into his ear. “Hush, hush, hush.”

I knew he couldn’t hear me, of course, and I was sorry for that. Whatever terrors and trials he had been through in his life, he had endured them in utter silence, without a comforting voice or word.

I rocked him gently back and forth, and I kept speaking. He eventually put a hand on my throat, as if to feel the vibrations of my words. After a while, he put his arms around me and stopped resisting. I pulled him closer, cradling his head with my hand, shifting my weight from one foot to the other so he would have a rocking motion to calm him.

I eased myself out of the water and carried him upstairs.

Jack followed, looking guilty and upset.

I set Tony down on the bed, crouched, gave him a long look.

Did J-a-c-k scare you?I signed.

He gave Jack an unhappy look.

J-a-c-k is sorry,I said.

Jackson nodded, offering an “I’m sorry” face.

Tony looked at him for a moment, lowered his eyes.

Want me to hit him for you?I asked.