Chapter 33

“She loved flowers. I would make her a necklace from buttercups in spring and beebalm in summer.”

“Does it feel like you wish to be here,” I asked, “with the rest of your family? Do you feel ready to…to cross over, now?” The words were hard to get out.

“It does feel more like home than it did where I was, but…”

“But no bright, welcoming beacon?” I looked up at the twilight sky, pink and gray and white. “No golden door or loved ones with open arms?”

“No Calvin. I can imagine them,” Jefferson said. “But I don’t feel them beckoning to me. Can you understand?”

“A week ago, probably not, but standing here now, yes. I get it. The marker back in Tennessee, I wonder if it’s possible it could be Calvin. There could be a connection. Maybe you would want for people to know who he was.”

“I would definitely want that.”

“I would imagine Calvin would, too,” I suggested. “I wonder if his spirit is roaming. If that grave is even his.”

“Would your friend know?”