Chapter 45

Good to go now, and in a precise order, Steve turned off the water, got out, dried off, applied deodorant, combed his hair, shaved, put on his cloths, went to the car, and headed for Josh. Then it started again, that pressure south of the navel and deep within. It intensified not to a burn but an irritation, not a pain but a heat needing escape. He knew the sensation well and what relieved it.

In the old days, he would go to The Pariah, call a buddy like Chris, or maybe find someone online. Things were different now. He wanted Josh, who might find out and never talk to him again. What happened in Vegas stayed in Vegas, no help there. They always found out.

He had jerked off more times that week than he cared to admit to himself. This didn’t count for infidelity by his standards. He didn’t know Josh’s take on it, but anyway, no one was talking.