Chapter 44

His belly button called for a rub, and his balls itched. He tended to them. That’s what he needed tonight, a little me-time.

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Josh went home after the show and lay in bed, where he read a new romance. He put down the book. Steve hadn’t called today. Strange. Steve always called him. Why not today? Of course, the phone worked both ways, and he could call Steve as easily as Steve could call him. It was nicer, though, from Josh’s point of view, to receive the call than to give it.

It occurred to him that this habit might cast him in a traditional gender roll, a dated definition of man and woman. Men were assertive. He was not. Though he disliked labels, it was undeniable. He picked up the phone. As assertive as the next guy, he hoped to be insertive as well. The ring stopped short with a click of his finger. He wasn’t desperate. Let Steve call him. If that guy was a top, the least he could do was call, and if he didn’t, so much the better.