Chapter 15

Her face turned livid. “What did I tell you about saying that?”

“Oh, uh, yeah, I am gay,” I assured her.

The little guy looked up at me, his eyelashes crusted with tears and his nose dripping.

“You’re gay like Santa’s elves,” he said. He seemed glad to hear I understood. “Mommy says gay means happy.”

His brother hit him. “Don’t. We’re already in trouble.”

I looked down at them and smiled. “Yeah, you’re right. I’m happy being gay like Santa’s elves. It’s a good way to be. Maybe you’ll be as happy as I am when you grow up too.”

The mother, whose name I didn’t know, smiled, then started laughing.

The ringleader looked at his brother. “See? He made mommy happy too.”

She and I laughed while the boys and Ricky gave us puzzled stares. Over her shoulder I saw John standing stock-still, a look of horror on his face. When our eyes met, I winked at him. He backed up a step like he didn’t know me. Or maybe he refused to get involved. I didn’t blame him