I felt like I was brick red, but I was happy. Goddamn was I happy.
Sure, I knew we didn’t have a prayer together, but it was Christmas. Fuck if I didn’t deserve a nice holiday season, too.
* * * *
Yeah, well, since the weather was so crappy, we didn’t go out running. After cleaning up at the shop, I left my bike there and he drove us to dinner.
“So you gonna tell me why you’re not speaking to me?” he asked after we ordered.
We’d both broken open some crackers and were munching on them. I couldn’t answer because my mouth was so dry.
I lowered my eyes, picking at some dirt on one of my knuckles.
“What are we doing?” I didn’t look up at him.
He reached over and took my dirty hand in his. “Don’t know. But we’ll figure it out together. Okay?”