Chapter 13

It would crush him if we broke up.

It would crush meif we broke up.

I take his hand and he clutches it hard with both hands, as though he’s trying to make sure I won’t pull it away.

“Do you know…” I pause, searching for the right words. “You give me energy. When I get home from work, knowing you’ll be here, smiling at me, it means everything. Even if you’re sleeping, you wrap yourself around me as soon as I lie down. You give me meaning, just by existing. And maybe that’s stupid. I’m sure the experts would say I’m supposed to find meaning within myself, but that’s how I feel. You’re always there as a bright light and that’s kind of incredible for someone who’s literally lived in complete darkness sometimes. I…I don’t want to lose that. So yes. I’m willing to try. Really try. But can we make it work?”