Chapter 38

“At worst,” Tarquin repeated. “Mages are more powerful, too. I can do things you can’t. Like making daylight or cleaning up disgustingly filthy transformed shields or whatnot. Or, um, verifications,” he went on, hoping Prea didn’t ask about the cleaning. “But there’s a price for it. Only the best magicians can become mages. And only if we’re willing to pay.”

“What of the Kawj?” Prea asked.

“The recompense is the same. You just need more of it, that’s all,” Tarquin said. He looked away, swallowing. “You know what happened when I didn’t pay enough.”

“I saw the result of a mage’s belief that the gods demand violence and pain,” Prea countered. She put her hand on Tarquin’s arm, stopping them in the hallway and making him look at her. Her midnight eyes were beseeching. “It’s wrong. No magic should need that kind of recompense. Especially one ending in death. It’s…” She flattened her lips as if at a loss for words. “To me, that feels like the antipathy of magic. Like something evil.”