Chapter 46

I sighed as I still couldn’t find anything interesting, or rather, I couldn’t be in the mood to watch anything.

One significant thing I’d learned out of the experience of having met Miguel was that playing with one’s emotions was a cruel thing to do. I’d been a selfish person without a care in the world until I’d hurt Miguel, and I didn’t want to be like that anymore. I wanted to change and become a much better person than that, but I probably had a lot of growing up to do to get there. I knew it wouldn’t happen overnight, and I only hoped there was hope for someone like me. I’d never hurt Miguel again, though, and whether or not he gave me a second chance, I’d make sure never to hurt anyone else again, either. 14