Chapter 36

Does he really mean it? Does he really want me in his life? Do I want him in mine? Am I willing to take a chance again? So far I’ve been batting zero for two in my choice of men. If I blow this one, it’ll be strike three and out.

But if I let him walk away…If I go back to my near-monastic existence…Will I spend the rest of my life regretting that I didn’t take one more chance? A chance with a man who will make my life exciting, I suspect—something it never has been. It’s not as if he’ll be here twenty-four seven. Hell, talk about making plans that neither of us have even broached. He might not want to livewith me. He might just want to bewith me when we both have the time. When he’s not working and I’m willing to stop painting for a few hours. He’s not Travis. He won’t hover or get pissed if I tell him I have to finish a commission or a canvas for the gallery.