I gather up the plates, the cups, the tongs I
used to turn the burgers on the grill, and head for the house. I
won’t mention it, then. Maybe ask him to pick up some poison in
town tomorrow, tell him we have rats, I’ll take care of it myself.
He doesn’t need to know anything more than that.
* * * *
I wake to the slap of the screen door—Kent
leaving, and a glance at the clock beside my bed shows that it’s
not even six AM yet. I pull the blankets over my head and wish the
warmth that surrounds me wasn’t just my own. Some mornings I would
give anything to have the memory of his body lingering next to me.
But he goes to bed before I do, wakes up too damn early, tells me
that he likes a separate room because it keeps me from rousing him
when I turn in at night. The explanation doesn’t make my own bed
any less lonely.
I’m almost back to sleep when I hear tires
spin to a stop in front of the house, the truck door slam shut,