Crossing the yard, I notice that the barn
door is ajar. I’m fairly certain I didn’t leave it that way—I
alwaysclose it when I’m done, after the time a possum was
hit on the road and managed to drag itself into our loft. I found
it dead the next morning, blood everywhere, the heat making me
swoon from the stench, and I stumbled from the barn gagging as Kent
watched with impassive eyes. “Road kill,” was all he said, but he
took the rake and cleaned out the hay, disposed of the carcass,
didn’t mention my moment of weakness—I can’t help but love him for
that. Since then, I make sure to pull the barn door tight behind me
whenever I’m through in there, latch the rope toggle lock across
the doors, check it before I go inside. I know I didn’t leave that
door open last night.
A coyote then? The rope isn’t chewed, though,
I don’t know how an animal could get inside. Kent did it,I
tell myself, easing the door open as I peer in where it’s dark and