Luke doesn’t ask, thank God, just slips down
lower into the suds and moans as the water soothes away the day. I
can imagine his muscles relaxing, his skin softening, and shouldn’t
I be doing something else right about now? Making dinner, maybe?
Closing up the lot, something? Anything other than standing
here and staring at him like a sex-crazed pervert. And I am
staring, it’s evident when Luke asks me for a washcloth and I jump
at the sound of his voice. A washcloth, right—there’s one hanging
on a peg inside the barn with the towel I use to dry myself off
after a bath. As I approach the tub with it in hand, Luke sits up
and leans forward and asks, “Can you maybe wash my back? I don’t
think I can reach.”
His back. Bare and wet. I can see his
shoulder blades curved like wings where he’s hunched over, and the
nubs of his spine stand out like knuckles. I want to run my tongue
around them, each and every one, count my way down from his neck to