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Chapter 9

“I can’t do this. I just

can’t pretend he’s safe when I don’t know if he is or not. I can’t

go on doing whatever it is they think I should be doing while I

wait to hear from him, from anyone.”

Horrible visions crowd into my mind,

and I hate to give them words but I can’t stop myself from saying,

“What if he needs me, Alden? What if… God, what if he’s calling for

me and I’m not there? What if—”

“Stop it,” Alden says, his

voice stern. “You don’t know where he is so don’t get all worked up

over it, do you hear me?”

I hear him. “If I could just go to the

Bridge myself.”

At least then I wouldn’t feel so

powerless. Then I’d be there, trying to find him. I’d be that much

closer to him. Maybe…

Suddenly my mind is moving too fast

and I catch my breath—I don’t like where it’s going, but I can’t

help but follow it down.

Maybe I can’t go with the

123rd, but how long would it take them to figure out I’m gone? If