Chapter 2: I Must Confess

My father looked at my with quite a bit of a look of surprise on his face all at the exact same time as well, which I felt like kind of surprised me my self, as I had felt like he should have seen it coming, due to the fact that I knew that he had seen me spending a bit of some extra time with her, that I did not spend with any other cat, as I knew that my father always had his eyes open for his clan, and that he was always paying attention as to just what it was that they were doing at the exact same time as well, as he had weeded out a bunch of cats that had been planning on leaving the clan more than just a couple of times never the less. This time it actually seemed to be a bit of a surprise to him for sure though, as to just what it was that I had said to him just a few moments ago.

He had quite a bit of a look of shock on his face, as he seemed to have his jaws quite a bit low to the ground all at the exact same time as well, as to just what it was that I had even said to him in the very first place, as it had me feeling quite a bit lost, as well as the fact that I was a bit confused as to how it was that he had not noticed it before. I shook off all of those thoughts how ever, as I got my focus on the thoughts as to the fact that BreezePaw, which was what it was that the topic had been on in the very first place any ways, which was the cat that I had fallen in love with, all at the exact same time as well, as all of the sudden starting to head over to the apprentice den not all too far away from us right at this very moment in time, which I knew was empty.

I did in fact learn quite a bit from my father, all at the exact same time as well, as to just what it was that was even going on around the camp a lot of the time, as I saw that MoosePaw was busy chewing on half of a squirrel right at this very moment in time, and the other apprentice that was in that den, which also was another cat who was my friend none the less, at the exact same time as well, had left the den not all too long ago, as he had gone out to go and probably hunt with his mentor at the exact same time too. QuailPaw was his name, as I knew that he was quite a bit close to his sister. I had not told him the news as to the fact that I was in love with BreezePaw, but I was sure he knew that already.

I felt like BreezePaw knew that already as well, and she was just waiting for me to tell her that I was in fact in love with her. But at the exact same time as well, I also knew that normally when a cat was in love with another cat, they might think that the other cat did not love them back, which some times was in fact the case. That was not the case for me how ever, but I was quite a bit worried as to the fact that it would be the case for her how ever, as I shivered on the thoughts that she might deny her love for me. I felt a bit sick, all at the exact same time as well, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I should do in the very first place any ways, nor what it was that I should say to her at the exact same time too.

I sighed a bit of a soft sigh to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I got my focus off of the fearful thoughts that seemed to be controlling my head right now, as I knew that they were leading me down the wrong path, and that they were trying to scare me right now. I knew that I could not come in to this with any sort of fear at all, never the less, as I then began to breath in quite a bit heavily to my self, all at the exact same time as well. I knew that my father was once in love with a cat, who just so happened to be my mother at the exact same time too, so I felt like he was the best, and he was also the only cat that I could head over to for some advice on this matter.

I suppose that I could have gone over to QuailPaw for advice if I really needed to, but at the exact same time as well, I also knew that the leader, or the deputy was usually the one that you should go to for advice. In this situation, it had to be the leader for me, due to the fact that I was of course the deputy. I rolled my eyes a bit to my self, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I was even thinking right now, if I was going to be completely honest with my self at this very moment in time, as it kind of felt like the thoughts were quite a bit useless to me never the less, as I then began to breath in a bit to my self, quite a bit, all at the exact same time as well, as I then turned my head over to my father at the exact same time too, as I all of the sudden heard him begin to speak to me all at once, when I heard him say my name.

I blinked my eyes just a few times, as I then all of the sudden, quickly turned my head over to him, just to see as to what it was that was going on with him in the very first place any ways. As I looked at my father, much to my own surprise, I saw that he had quite a bit smile on his face at the exact same time too, almost as if he was proud of me for some odd reason or another, as to just what it was that I had said to him not all too long ago. I was a bit confused by it, as I felt like he would want to tell me other wise, just due to the fact that I knew that he had not fallen in love with my mother, until later in his life at the exact same time as well. I shook off all of those thoughts all at the exact same time as well how ever, as I knew that they were quite a bit useless to me right at this very moment in time, as I then all of the sudden saw my father then nod to me.

I was a little bit lost right at this very moment in time, as to just what it was that was going on in the very first place any ways, as I let out quite a bit of a heavy sigh to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I was just not all too sure as to just what else it was that I should do, or just what else that was even going on right at this very moment in time any ways. That was when it all of the sudden hit me as to just what it was that was going on, as I saw a serious look on his face. I gulped just a bit to my self, as I looked at my father right in to his eyes for just a few moments, and I then all of the sudden nodded back to him all at once, to let him know that he had my full attention on him right now. After he had seen me do as such a thing, I saw a smile crack up on his face, as he then all of the sudden continued to speak up to me, and I then began to listen as to just what it was that he had to say to me in the very first place any ways, all at the exact same time as well.

"Well... I support you on this fully... I was just a bit surprised that you would tell me this so soon... I have never really seen cats fall in love whilst they were still apprentices, so don't mind the look of shock on my face..." He said to me as I looked at him for just a few moments, right in to his eyes, all a the exact same time as well, as I wanted to make sure that he was actually serious with what it was that he had said when he had told me that he supported me on it. I was not all too sure, due to the fact that I knew that most cats took a while to fall in love with one another, but at the exact same time as well, I was not all too worried about that, as I felt like I had to step in and say some thing, before it felt like I was a bit too late, and BreezePaw kind of gave up on me, and she fell in love with MoosePaw instead, which kind of scared me to even think about, all at the exact same time as well, as I then shook off all of those thoughts from my head, all at the exact same time as well. I began to breath in quite a bit heavily to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I looked down at the ground for just a little bit of some time, as I still was not all too sure if this was in fact a good idea. Maybe we were too young for all of this... I gulped just a bit to my self all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden shook off all of those thoughts from my head, all at the exact same time as well, as I then heard the voice of my father as he began to speak up to me once again, all of the sudden. I blinked my eyes a few times, as I then began to lift my head up to him, at the exact same time too, and I began to listen as to just what it was that he had to say to me once again, in the very first place any ways. "She is alone in that den right now... Now is your perfect time to go and talk to her, tell her how you really feel... Trust me, the worst thing that can happen is she says no... And that isn't that bad..."

I looked at my father, with my head tilted at him, all at the exact same time as well, as to just what it was that he had even said to me in the very first place any ways, as to the fact that he had told me was the worst thing that she could say to me was 'no'. I felt like that kind of scared me quite a bit, as to the fact that he had said as such a thing, as I had a bit of some fear that she might say no to me, and I then might all of the sudden, not all too long after that, see MoosePaw head in to the den shortly after that, and then the both of them might all of the sudden begin to start mating. I shook off all of those thoughts from my head, all at the exact same time as well, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I was even thinking right now.

The both of those cats were far too young to be mating already, as cats at the youngest that they began to start to mate, was usually around a few moons after they became a warrior, as I was fairly certain that it was not even possible for that to happen, due to the fact that they were both not fully grown just yet. Heck, I was not even full grown just yet my self, as I shook off all of those thoughts from my head, all at the exact same time too, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I was even thinking about in the very first place any ways. I rolled my eyes just a bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I got my focus on some thing altogether completely different from all of that, which cracked a smile on my face, all at the exact same time too.

I knew that I was being a bit of an idiot for thinking that she would choose MoosePaw over me, even if I knew that MoosePaw was too in love with her none the less, as I knew that she did not seem too like MoosePaw all too much at the exact same time as well. I felt like I should feel bad for him, but at the exact same time too, I kind of felt like I should not, as the cat seemed to walk around with quite a bit of a heavy ego, and he was not the leader of the clan, nor was he the deputy, though he treated me like he was the deputy, and I was just a kit. If he was a deputy, I feared for the clan, and the way that he would treat all of the cats that were in it, much less the cars that he soon found out that he did not like all too much.

I rolled my eyes a bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden shook off those thoughts from my head, all at the exact same time too, once again, as it was not the first time that I had done that in the last few moments, none the less, as I stared down at the ground for a little bit longer. I still was quite a bit afraid, and I still was not all too sure as to the fact that this was at all a good idea, as I still had a lot of fear, as to the fact that my father had told me was that the worst thing that she would say was 'no'. I wish that my father had not told me that, and I wish that he had been as simple as the fact that he had told me some thing such as, 'your a leader, of course she will say yes!'. As I felt like a father would say that to their kit, such as a kit like me.

That was not the case for my father how ever, and it did have me feeling a bit worried that he might see some thing in her that I might not see. I felt a bit sick for just a little bit longer, all at the exact same time as well, as I then began to breath in quite a bit heavily to my self, once again, as I did my best to go in to this with a positive, and a bit of an optimistic attitude, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden felt a bit of some warmth start to take over my body, as it felt a lot better than the cold wind that was blowing across the camp right at this very moment in time, as I could say that for sure. I was a bit lost by it at first, until I all of the sudden turned my head over, to see that it was simply just my father.

I looked at him for a few moments, with a bit of a blank look on my face, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I should do, nor was I all too sure as to just what it was that was even going on right at this very moment in time, in the very first place any ways. As I stared at him with a bit of a blank look for just a little while longer, I then all of the sudden smiled right back at my father, as he really did seem to warm up my day, not just physically never the less. As we continued to hold on to each other for a little bit longer, that was when I finally got the courage, and I got the strength to start to respond back to what it was that my father had said to me not all too long ago, as I nodded to him all at once, to let him know that I was about to speak to him, all at the exact same time as well.

My father seemed to just stare at me with a bit of a smile, for quite a bit of some more time, as if he had not at all just seen what it was that I had just done in the very first place any ways. I was a little bit lost by it, as well as the fact that I was kind of afraid as to just what it was that was even going on in the very first place any ways, none the less, as I let out quite a bit of a rough sigh to my self, all at the exact same time too. I was not too sure if this was a good idea once again, and I was about to tell my self no, and to not do it, when I all of the sudden saw my father nod back to me, to let me know at the exact same time as well, that he was listening as to just what it was that I even had to say to him in the very first place any ways. Now that I knew that he had his full attention on me all of the sudden, that was when I felt it safe to speak to him, which I did in fact do as such a thing too.

"Well... I suppose that you are right, I am going to head over there now..." I said to him, as I had a look on my face as to just what it was that I had said to him all at the exact same time too, as to the fact that I was not all too sure if this was a good idea or not. That was due to the fact of course, that I really was not all too sure if this was a good idea, as I knew that this was the first cat that I had ever fallen in love with, and I was fairly certain that there was not going to be any more cats that were going to be coming along the way any time soon, in this clan, that I might just so happen to fall in love with, all at the exact same time as well. I gulped just a bit to my self, as I was all of the sudden about ready to start to head over to the apprentices den.

Just before I did in fact do as such a thing, I then all of the sudden saw my father reach his paw out to me, which did in fact have me feeling quite a bit confused, all at the exact same time as well, as I then turned my head over to him, and I tilted my head at him, not all too sure as to just what it was that he was doing right now, as I saw that he had a bit of a creepy smile on his face, all at the exact same time too, which made my shiver at the exact same time as well. I looked at my father for just a little bit longer, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I should do about what it was that he was trying to do right now, as I was in fact quite a bit lost, never the less.

That was when all of the sudden, I felt my father's paw reach out all at the exact same time too, right on to my mouth, as I saw that he was pushing up a smile on my face, all at the exact same time as well, which was some thing that he used to do to me, my brother, and my sister when we were young kits, and we were crying, as it always seemed to make us feel a lot better. It was not the fact that he was forcing a smile on our face that made us smile, as it was more the fact that he had a bit of a weird look on his face when ever he did as such a thing. It was just so long ago, that it felt like it had erased from my memory, as my father had not even been the leader of the clan back then. I began to breath in quite a bit heavily to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I kind of felt like I had no other choice but to smile right back over to my father.

The smile that I had on my face how ever, was not at all a fake smile, as I truly did love my dad, even if he had done some dark things in the past, I knew that he still was a bit of a kind soul, all at the exact same time as well. As I looked at my father, right in to his eyes, for just a little while longer, I then all of the sudden went up to him, and I held on to him for quite a bit of some time which was another thing that I had used to do when I was a young kit, and I used the live back in the Queens den. We held on to each other for quite a bit of some time, as this seemed to be the most real moment that I had ever felt in quite a bit of some time. It was a father giving a son some good advice as to how to handle a she cat, and also the fact as to him motivating me. I loved my father to near death, even if he was the one that had sent my brother out to go kill my mother, I still felt like he did his best to make sure that he was a good father.

I knew that it had nearly killed him when he had gone out to kill his own mate, which they had not really been getting along as of late, as that was for a lot of different reasons for one thing none the less, as she had been the deputy after all, and she had thought that he had not been doing a good job of a leader, and a lot of cats had left the clan due to that. She had a fair point none the less, but that was besides the point. I loved my kin a ton, as it hurt me the day that my sister had died, and it nearly ripped me apart when I had to kill my brother, due to the fact that I felt like I could not bare the pain of the fact that he had killed our mother with out any sort of remorse, just simply due to the fact that he had always wanted to be the leader of the clan.

Knowing that he had in fact done as such a thing, at the exact same time as well, I felt like he might go after our father at the exact same time as well, so that he could get the role of leader sooner. Knowing that, I felt like our clan would have been doomed even sooner than before, as I knew that my brother would not have made all too good of a leader. I sighed a bit of a soft sigh to my self at the exact same time as well, as I also knew that I had not been thinking that way when I had in fact killed my brother. It made me feel sick as to what it was that I had done that evening, and I felt like it would be some thing that was going to haunt me til the end of time, as I did my best to shake off all of those thoughts, all at the exact same time as well.

I got my focus back on to the present, and just what it was that I had been planning on doing before, which was the fact of course that I was going to be heading over to the apprentices den, and I was going to go talk to the cat that I felt like I was surely in love with, which of course just so happened to be BreezePaw, never the less. I gulped just a bit to my self, as I still was not all too sure about all of it, just based off of the way that I had seen her looking at MoosePaw at the exact same time too, as I knew that MoosePaw was in love with her as well. I shook those thoughts off too, as I knew that was simply due to the fact that MoosePaw was a bit of an annoyance of a cat, that no one really liked all too much in the very first place any ways.

I sighed just a bit to my self all at once, once again, as I knew that things were going to end up being just fine for me, such as my father had kind of told me not all too long ago. Speaking of that, I then all of the sudden began to remember that I had been holding on to my father for quite a bit of an extended period of time now, which I felt like was making it quite a bit uncomfortable for the both of us, all at the exact same time as well. I then finally managed to get off of my father, after just a little bit more time seemed to pass. I saw that my father was looking me dead in to my eyes still, which I felt like I had to do back towards him, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden saw him nod at me, after not all too much time seemed to pass.

It was clear that he was telling me to go ahead and get this all done, as I had in fact been pushing this off for far too long at this point, all at the exact same time as well, as I was glad that I had at the very least noticed it my self, as I was still a little bit afraid of the worst possible ending for me, just like my father had told me, which was the fact that she might tell me no. I just was not all too sure as to just what other cat I would ever find to be my mate in this clan, if that was in fact the case, as it felt like every other cat that was in this clan was far too old for me at this very moment in time too. I shook off all of those thoughts, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden began to notice that my father now had his eyes squinted at me.

The reason as to why he was acting that sort of way, was fairly obvious to me, all at the exact same time as well, as it was clear that he was waiting for me to go ahead and get this started, which I did not blame him for, as I had clearly been pushing this off for far too long at this point in time, all at the exact same time as well too. I had seen him do that, when he had nodded to me not all too much longer ago, all at the exact same time as well. I felt quite a bit bad for just what it was that I was doing right at this very moment in time too, as I knew that at this point, I was just wasting time to waste time, to push this off as long as I could. I knew that if I pushed it off any longer how ever, than it meant that I was going to blow the chance that I had of getting to talk to her alone.

I looked at my father for just a few moments longer, as I got quite a bit of a serious look on my face, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden nodded right back at him, to let him know that I was ready, and that I was aware of just what it was that was even going on right at this very moment in time too. As my father then saw me do as such a thing, he then cracked a bit of a smile on his face, all at the exact same time too. I blinked my eyes a few times, as I still was not all too sure about all of this right at this very moment in time never the less, as I then all of the sudden, all at the exact same time as well, saw my father point in the direction over towards the apprentices den, as I knew just what it was that he was trying to tell me to do.

I cracked a bit of a smile on my own face, all at the exact same time too, as I was now starting to have good faith that this was going to go good for me, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden began to look away from my father, as I knew that I had to get this started, and I needed to get this done before I blew my chance, all at the exact same time too. I stared at the apprentices den that was in front of me right at this very moment in time, and I then nodded to my self, to try to wake my self up, all at once, as I had a bit of a blank look on my face other wise, all at the exact same time as well. That was fine though, as I did in fact feel like it would be better if it was a surprise to BreezePaw if I was to walk in to her den uninvited.

I felt like she might already know what it was that I was going to say, but that felt like it was besides the point right at this very moment in time, as I then all of the sudden began to head over to the den, seeming to walk as slow as I possibly could at the exact same time as well. I kept my eyes all around camp, all at the exact same time as well, just as I felt like any good deputy should do if they were to be in camp, as I spotted MoosePaw staring at me from not all too far away from me, as I could tell that he had his eyes squinted at me, even from the corner of my eye, as it was clear that he too knew as to just what it was that I was about go and do, as I saw quite a look of jealousy pop up on him face, all at the exact same time as well. I ignored the look that he had how ever, and I just kept on going on with just what it was that I was even going over to do in the very first place any ways, as I then all of the sudden began to see MoosePaw start to slowly walk away from where it was that I was going.

I was glad that it was the case at the exact same time too, just due to the fact that I did not want to have to deal with that cat having to try to step in front of me and ruin the thing that I was about to go and tell BreezePaw. I shook off all of those thoughts, as I did my best to hide a grin from my face, all at the exact same time as well, as I now began to get my focus on just where it was that I was even going right now in the very first place any ways, as I was a bit blind for just what it was that I was even about to go in and see, and just what it was that I was even going to go in and do in side of the den, all at the exact same time as well, for some odd and strange reason or another, as I began to breath in quite a bit to my self, as I stopped my self right at the entrance to the den.

I stared through the darkness for just a bit of some time, as I got my eyes to focus in on just what it was that I even saw in front of me right now, as I then spotted BreezePaw on the far side of the den, as she was once again licking her fur to try to make it look a lot better, and a lot more clean. If I was going to be completely honest with my self, never the less, all at the exact same time as well, I felt like she would look good no matter what it was that she wanted to try to make her fur look like, as I felt like she was just beautiful, due to the fact that she had a good personality, and also the fact that the look that I saw in her eyes, each and every time I even look in to her eyes in the very first place any ways.

I sighed just a little bit to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I kind of felt like I was getting to be a little bit too over the top at this very moment in time, as I got my focus on the thoughts that felt like were a lot more important to me, all at the exact same time as well, which was the fact that I wanted to go in to the den, which I did in fact do as such a thing at the exact same time as well. It seemed like, just as soon as I did in fact go in to the den with her, that she was in right at this very moment in time, she then all of the sudden lifted her head up at me, all at the exact same time as well, as if she had been looking at me this entire time. I would not be surprised if that was the case how ever, I suppose, as she could have very well seen me coming from the corner of her eyes.

I began to breath in quite a bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as this all still felt quite a bit surreal to me, all at the exact same time as well, as I was not all too sure if I was in fact ready to do just what it was that I had come in here to do in the very first place any ways, which was of course the fact that I was coming in to the den to confess the fact that I was in love with the she cat, and I wanted her to be my mate, which still felt quite a bit strange to me, at the exact same time as well, just due to the fact that I felt like I was still a little bit too young to fall in love at the exact same time as well. I sighed just a bit to my self, as I knew that none of that seemed to matter all too much to me right n any ways, as I then all of the sudden heard her beautiful voice, all at the exact same time as well.

I blinked my eyes, all at the exact same time too, as it felt just like every thing about her was perfect to me, as I knew that she was the cat for me, all at the exact same time as well. I was sure that if her brother were in here, and he was to see, and hear all that was about to go down, than he would be quite a bit proud of me, and he would tell me as to just how lucky of a cat that I was, in the very first place any ways. I shook off all of those thoughts how ever, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that it was besides the point, and that there had been a good reason as to why it was that I had come in to her den in the very first place any ways. I was still not even all too certain if she was even going to say yes to me just yet, any ways. I began to breath in to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I gulped a wad of spit down my throat all at once, and I then nodded to BreezePaw, to let her know that I was in fact listening to each and every thing that she had to say to me in the very first place any ways, which I was in fact doing as such, as I did in fact began to listen as to just what it was that she had to say at the exact same time as well.

"What is it that you came in to my den to talk to me about today Youngtail? It seems that you are a little bit off of your paws right now..." She said to me, as I had quite a bit of an embarrassed look on my face, all at the exact same time as well, as to just what it was that she had just even said to me in the very first place any ways. I felt like I was doing a very bad job of making this far too obvious, as I felt like at this point it was not even going to be a surprise to her at the exact same time too, just due to the fact that I knew that I was acting like quite a bit of an idiot right now. I felt like I was acting like a bit of a coward at the exact same time as well, which was for sure some thing that my father had tried his damnedest to make sure that I was not like that.

I blinked just a few times, to try to regain a bit of a control over my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden started to move a little bit closer to BreezePaw, all at the exact same time as well, as I could tell that she had quite a bit of a confused look on her face at this very moment in time none the less, all at the exact same time as well, as it did not seem like she had a single clue as to just what it was that was going on right now in the very first place any ways. I felt like that was good for me never the less, at the exact same time as well, as I kind of felt like at never the less, that as weird as it felt like to say to my self, I was starting to get a few of the powers that my father had as a leader, such as the fact as to what it was that I had been saying to my self not all too much longer before now, about the fact that he could read people's thoughts and emotions before they even said any thing.

I was glad if that was the case at the exact same time as well, as I could still tell that she did not seem to have a single clue as to just what it was that was going on right at this very moment in time, in the very first place any ways, which was just what it was that I had even wanted at the exact same time as well, as I knew that I had wanted to keep this as quite a bit of a surprise never the less. I began to breath in quite a bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I cracked quite a bit of a grin on my face all of the sudden, before I then began to stop my self on the far corner side of the den, as to the fact that I knew I wanted to make sure that no one was going to go in to the den with out me noticing, all at the exact same time as well.

I doubted that JaggedBriar was going to come in, any time soon, just due to the fact that I was sure that he wanted to do his own thing now, as I was sure that he felt like he had already spent enough time for her, for the time being, as it was so far today. I began to breath in quite a bit heavily to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I kind of felt like, if I was going to be completely honest with my self, all at the exact same time too, was the fact that it never felt like I could spend enough time with this cat, much like it was that her mentor seemed to think of her at the exact same time too. I cracked a bit of a smile on my face, all at the exact same time as well, as those thoughts seemed to come in to my head, all at the exact same time as well, which I could tell only seemed to confused BreezePaw even more, never the less.

The goal how ever, as I knew as to the reason for me to come in to this den, was not to have her confused, but at the very least to have it be a surprise as to just what it was that I was going to say to her in the very first place any ways, never the less. I began to breath in quite a bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I remembered all of the sudden, the reason as to just why it was that I had come here in the very first place any ways, which was the fact that I knew that I had to confess my love to BreezePaw, which I was starting to get quite a bit nervous, anxious, and a bit freaked out about. I knew that it was too late to change my mind at the exact same time as well, as my mind was drawing a bit of some blanks as for the fact that I knew that I had to think of some kind of excuse to leave.

I had already had my mind set on some thing before I had come in to the den at the exact same time as well, as I knew that at the exact same time as well, that there was no going back on it for me at this point. I began to breath in quite a bit heavily to my self, all at the exact same time too, so that I could regain a little bit of some sort of control over my self, all at once, as I began to close my eyes all of the sudden, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I should say to her in the very first place any ways, as I knew that I had not thought that deep in to it at this point, before I had even come in here, as I gulped just a bit to my self, as I felt like quite a bit of an idiot, and a fool for what it was that I was even doing right at this very moment in time.

I shook off all of those thoughts though, as I remembered that ther was some thing that had come back to my head, all at the exact same time too, which was the fact that I knew that I needed to get back to the point. He had told me after all, that the worst thing that could happen for me, was for her to simply tell me 'no'. That was after all the worst that could happen for me, as it seemed to calm me down a bit, as I felt like I could almost hear the soothing voice of my father in my ear, right at the exact same time as well. I knew that there was no turning back, and I had to get this done. As I thought on those thoughts all at the exact same time too, I then all of the sudden opened my eyes, to see that BreezePaw was staring right in to my own already. It had me a little bit off, but I did not get all too worried about that at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden nodded to her, to let her know that I was finally ready to speak.

As I did in fact do as such a thing, I then all of the sudden saw her crack a bit of a smile on her face all at once, which did in fact make me feel a little bit uncomfortable, if I was not going to lie to my self, which felt a bit strange to me never the less, just due to the fact that I knew that I loved in when she smiled at me most of the time. Right now, it just felt a little bit off to me for some odd reason or another. I shook off those kind of stupid thoughts from my head, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that they did not help me at all at this very moment in time, as I knew that I had to keep my focus on just what it was that I had come here to do in the very first place any ways, which was of course the fact that I was going to tell her that I was in love with her.

Knowing that, it seemed to wake me up quite a bit, all at the exact same time as well, as I then too cracked a bit of a smile on my face, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that I was in fact in love with this cat. I blinked my eyes a few times, as I felt like a bit of an idiot, all at the exact same time as well, as to the fact that I had not spoken to her just yet, as it felt like I was wasting a fair amount of time right now. I began to breath in just a bit to my self, as I then all of the sudden saw BreezePaw nod to me, to let me know that she was in fact paying attention to me right now. That seemed to make me feel a whole lot better, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden began to speak to her, now that I knew that she was listening as to just what it was that I had to say to her in the very first place any ways.

"BreezePaw... There is some thing that I must confess..."