Chapter 16: I Want To Stay

It smells nasty, and it wreaked of pure havoc all around us, as it was one of the worst smells that I had ever smelt in my life, if I was not going to lie to my self, as it made me want to vomit, as to the fact that we were back at this place, as I knew that I never wanted to be back here ever again, after what it was that had happened last night. Not only that, but I was also scared that there was still a few Thunderclan cats waiting around, as it was clear that they had suspected us, none the less.

All and all, as much as I wanted to say that we had lost the battle, due to the fact that I knew that we had lost my best friend for one thing, and also the fact that we were the ones that had in fact ran away from the night after all, we had actually killed 2 cats as I had been told, and for all that we knew, some might die of injuries, or sicknesses that they might get from the injuries.

Besides the fact that we had lost my best friend, the rest of the clan had seemed to make it out of there okay, all at the exact same time as well, as I was glad for that, but I was not glad for the fact that I had lost my best friend, as it was also my mates brother, as I knew that she was in a lot of pain right at this very moment in time as well. There was also the fact that she had a lot of anger, and a lot of hatred brewing up in her right now.

She had told my father that we should go and attack the Thunderclan camp, and get back on them whilst they were still weak, and whilst they would not expect it. I kind of agreed with her on that, even though I knew she only said it due to the fact that she was angry, as I knew that it was simply due to the fact that I knew that Thunderclan was not finished with us now.

PikeStar had been in a lot of pain after what it was that had happened, and what it was that he had seen, as it was not physical pain at all that he was battling through right now. He had told us those were safe grounds, and that Starclan was angry at us right at this very moment in time too. If there was a Starclan of course, which I still was not all too sure of, than I felt like they were not happy with us for sure.

We had gone on to their sacred soil, and we had practically shit all over it, and we had spilt blood all over it, all at the exact same time as well. Whilst it had not been our fault, and it had not been our plan, much as it had clearly been the plan of FancyStar before all of this, as to just what it was that she was even going to do at the gathering, we still were a part of it, and we still had made cuts, and blood on to the sacred soil never the less.

I sighed a bit to my self, as I knew that there was nothing that could be done about it at this point, as I shook off all of those thoughts from out of my mind, all at once, as I got my focus on the fact as to just what it was that I was doing with my mate right at this very moment in time any ways, as I felt quite a bit sick, and I felt empty in side right now, if I was not going to lie to my self either.

I blinked my eyes a few times, as I looked over at my mate, as I saw that she was still staring at her brothers dead corpse, as I saw that there were tears falling from her eyes right now. As much as I just wanted to get this over with right now, due to the fact that we were soaking wet in rain right now, I felt like I should let her have her time of some pain right now, as I knew that this for sure was not some thing that you should take lightly at all.

I dipped my head a bit low to the ground, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I should do right now, nor what it was that I could do to help my mate at all right at this very moment in time either, as I blinked my eyes a few times, and I breathed in quite a bit to my self all at once, as I did my best to try to stay strong through all of this, though it was quite a bit hard for me to, if I was not going to lie to my self, none the less.

I breathed in quite a bit to my self, as I saw that BreezeFoot had all of the sudden turned her head over to me, as I could tell that she was in quite a bit of some pain still right now, as I saw that she looked at me right in to my eyes. I knew that she needed me to be strong for her right now, which I could not lie, that was quite a bit hard for me none the less, as I knew that it was my best friend for one thing, but also the fact that it hurt me to see my mate in so much pain right at this very moment in time too.

I winced quite a bit too my self, all at once, as I then all of the sudden lifted my head back up to my mate, and I looked at her right in to her eyes, as I was not all too sure as to just what else it was that I could really do for her right now, as I was not all too sure as to just how it was that I could in fact stay strong for her right now. I did my best to how ever, as I then all of the sudden saw her nod to me, all at once, to let me know that she was about to speak to me, all at the exact same time as well, none the less.

I blinked my eyes a few times, all at once, as I did my best to try to stay strong for my self, all at once, as I then all of the sudden nodded back to her, to let her know that I was in fact paying attention to her right now, which I could tell did in fact make her feel a lot better, all at the exact same time too, thankfully enough for me, as I did in fact start to hear her begin to speak up to me, not all too much longer after all of that, as I did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what it was that she even had to say to me in the very first place any ways, none the less.

"He was a great brother... And a great friend... I loved him so much, and I know that you did too YoungTail..." She said to me, as I saw that there was a lot of pain in her eyes right at this very moment in time too. I felt sick, as it felt hard for me to be strong right now, if I was not going to lie to my self, as it hurt me to see my mate in so much pain right at this very moment in time too, never the less.

Not only that, but it made me wince, as to the fact that I saw the dead body of my best friend from right behind her, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that for sure was not a nice and pretty sight to see on an ugly day such as the one that we were having right at this very moment in time too, as I felt quite a bit hurt, as it felt like I was now missing another piece of my soul after what it was that had just happened all at once.

It seemed to just slowly be fading away on me, all at once, as it felt like I was losing every thing, and every one that I had ever loved, all at the exact same time as well, and that I was not gaining all too much on return none the less, all at the exact same time as well, as I breathed in quite a bit to my self, all at once, as I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I possibly could, all at the exact same time too, as I stared at my mate right in to her eyes.

I could see that she felt empty in side as well, which it hurt me to see her that way, but at the exact same time as well, I felt like I could not blame her for being thag way right at this very moment in time too how ever, as I kind of felt the exact same way as she did right now, if I was not going to lie to my self either. I did my best to try to stay strong, but it was quite a bit hard for me, as I felt water under my eyes, but I was not sure if it were tears, or it was just the rain.

This seemed like it was the worst of days that I had seen in a very long time, as I knew for a fact that it did not make me feel any sort of better to all of the stuff that was going on, and all of the pain that I was going through right at this very moment in time as well, never the less, as I was about to dip my head a bit low to the ground, once again, but I did not, as I knew that I had to stay strong for BreezeFoot, all at the exact same time too, as I knew that now was a time that she needed me the most, as I knew that I needed to be there for her none the less.

I blinked my eyes a few times, as I then all of the sudden nodded back to my mate, all at once, all at the exact same time too, as I felt like I kind of just wanted to get out of here as soon as I could, as I felt like some thing was wrong, and some thing was a bit off with the grounds that we were trotting on, right at this very moment in time too, as I just wanted to get us out of here as soon as I could, if I was not going to lie to my self either, as I knew that the weather only made me feel even worse.

I stared at BreezeFoot for just a little bit longer, as I then all of the sudden saw her nod back as a response to me, to let me know that she was paying attention to me, and that it was in fact safe for me to go on ahead and speak back to her, and say what ever it was that I had to say to her in the very first place any ways. I felt like I was on fine ground as it was right now, as I knew that I did not want to say any thing stupid. I did my best to stay strong, for the both of us, as I did in fact begin to start to speak to her, all at the exact same time too, now that I knew that she was in fact listening as to just what it was that I had to say to her in the very first place any ways, never the less.

"Come on... Let's get him out of here... He doesn't deserve to be left here... We need to take him back to camp, and bury his body over there..." I said to her, as I looked at her right in to her eyes, to make sure that she had in fact heard as to just what it was that I had even just said to her in the very first place any ways, once again. She looked at me with a bit of a blank look on her face for just a few moments, until thankfully, she did in fact nod back to me as a little bit of a response back to me, all at the exact same time as well, how ever.

I was glad that she realized that we did in fact need to get out of here as well, as I let out a bit of a relieved sigh to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I then saw her begin to start to head over to the body of her dead brother, all at the exact same time too, as I then saw her lift up the body from off of the ground, all at the exact same time too, as I was a bit surprised as to just how easy it even was in the very first place any ways, for her to do as such a thing none the less.

I shook off all of those thoughts how ever, as I suppose that it was a lot easier when he wasn't fighting back against her, as I stared at her for a little bit longer, as she brought the body over to me, and she then dropped it on top of the both of our backs, so that we could carry his body with the both of us, all the way back to camp, all at the exact same time as well. As much pain as I felt like the both of us were in right now, this felt like it was also a much needed moment, to draw the both of us closer together.

I nodded a bit to my self, all at once, as I got my mind, and I got my focus off of all of those thoughts all at once, as I then all of the sudden saw that BreezeFoot nodded to me, all at the exact same time as well, as it was now clear to me that she was ready to get out of this place that we had been stuck in for quite a bit of some time now, as well, none the less. I breathed in quite a bit to my self, one last time, as I did in fact begin to start to down the hill that led back to camp.

It was quite a bit slippery, due to all of the mud, if I was not going to lie to my self, as I felt like this was not going to be a fun walk at all, on our way back to the camp, none the less. We were going to have to deal with it how ever, as it had been our own decision to come out of the camp on a nasty day like today, all at the exact same time too, as I knew that these were the worst for us, especially due to the fact that we lived on the moor lands.

It was one benefit of living in the trees, if I was not going to lie to my self, as it kind of brought up some thing, all at the exact same time as well, as to the fact that FancyStar had said to all of us last night, and the offer that she had given out to us, all at the exact same time as well, as to the fact that she had offered for all of us to go and join her clan. What if that was not so much of a bad idea, none the less? I then shook off all of those thoughts all at once, as I knew that it was in fact a terrible idea, all at the exact same time as well.

She had just attacked us last night, just due to the fact that my father had said no to the offer. I did not want to live in a clan where the leader treated cats like that. Also the fact as to just what it was that we had gone to go and do right at this very moment in time as well. She had led to the death of my best friend, who was some one that I had truly loved, and some one that my mate had truly loved too. There was no forgiving that cat for that, all at the exact same time as well.

It kind of brought up some thing that BreezeFoot had said earlier, even if she was still angry about Thunderclan taking her brother away from her, it was in fact quite a bit tempting, as I felt like we should go and do it when they least suspected it, all at the exact same time as well, as I blinked my eyes a few times too. We needed to go and attack them, as I knew that they were going to do it at some point soon in the near future, like it or not.

I breathed in quite a bit to my self, all at once, as I did my best to try to get my focus off of all of those thoughts instead how ever, as I just got my focus on the fact that we needed to get back to camp, before it was that I was to do any thing else, all at the exact same time as well, never the less. I then all of the sudden nodded to my self, as I squinted my eyes, and I continued to go look out in to the distance, to the camp, not thinking of any thing else besides that fact that we needed to get back home, and we needed to rest.

I breathed in quite a bit to my self, as I was quite a bit rest less, if I was not going to lie to my self, as I felt RabbitNose putting some herbs on my skin, as they stung at each bite that he did, trying to clean me up. Luckily, I did not have the worst out of the entire clan, as some cats such as, RabbitThorn, he I was looking at right now, had it a lot worse than I had gotten it, as I was no such sort of big deal.

Though RabbitNose had told me that it was simply due to the fact that he did not want me to get any sort of infections on my wounds, so I felt like I should listen to him, as I knew that he was a medicine cat, and he knew it the best when it came to that kind of stuff, all at the exact same time as well. I had already tried complaining about it to him, all at the exact same time as well, as to the fact that I had tried to tell him that I was going to be okay, and that there was nothing that he needed to worry about at all.

That was when of course, none the less, he then went in to an extra long, and far too detailed story about a cat when she had been an apprentice her self, that had got very sick, and had eventually died, due to a simple scratch, just as I was talking about not needing any herbs, all at the exact same time as well. I felt like she might have made up that story, but I did not bother asking in to too much detail, all at the exact same time too, as I knew that now was not a time for me to get sick either way.

I knew that Thunderclan was coming back very soon from now, as I shivered at just the thought of it none the less, as it kind of made me sick to even think on it, all at the exact same time too, as I just seemed to stare at poor old RabbitThorn, as he was simply wallowing in his own misery right at this very moment in time. He was one of the cats that had got sick, as he had not been like that a few days ago, all at the exact same time too.

He said that he would be fine, and sure enough, he was not fine. I knew that he had heard the story that RabbitNose had said to me, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that it had in fact freaked him out, all at the exact same time too, as to just what it was that she had even said in the very first place any ways, and the thought that he might actually die, all at the exact same time as well, as I was not going to lie, I would be freaked out if I was him as well, none the less.

It seemed like RabbitNose was purposely trying to scare the entire clan, which did in fact kind of annoy me quite a bit, all at the exact same time too, as it felt like we were scared as it was so far, and we did not need her to make it any worse. I grunted a bit to my self, all at once, all at the exact same time too, as I flinched as soon as it was that she had hit a soft spot on one of my wounds.

She looked at me with an apologetic look on her face all the exact same time as well. It did not bother me, it had just took me by surprise, as I rolled my eyes a bit to her, and I let her get back to just what it was that she had been doing long before all of this, all at the exact same time as well, as I just stared back in to the camp, as I looked at the fresh dirt that was in a pile not all too far away from us, all at the exact same time too, as it was still some how fresh, even though we had made the pile a few days ago.

When we had got back to the clan with QuialNose's body, the clan had helped us in a joint effort, very much to my own surprise, and to my own dismay, as they had helped make a grave for his body, all at the exact same time too, as I kind of felt like QuialNose would be proud of us, if he had known this was going to happen, as I was sure that he would have been proud knowing that he had died in battle, supporting our clan, all at the exact same time as well, none the less.

I blinked my eyes a few times, all at once, as I got my mind, and I got my focus off of all of that, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden felt RabbitNose let go of me, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden turned my head around, all at once, a bit lost, and a bit confused as to just what it was that was going on with her right now, as I looked over to her.

She stared at me for just a few moments time, as she then nodded to me, as it was clear as to just what it was that she was trying to tell me, all at the exact same time too, as I knew that she was trying to say that she was done with cleaning me up, and healing my wounds that I still had left from the battle, all at the exact same time as well, none the less. Much to my surprise, the worst wound, had been the would that had been made by SnailPaw all at the exact same time too.

I got my mind off of all of that how ever, as I knew that it was besides the point, all at the exact same time too, as I could tell that RabbitNose was about to speak to me, all at the exact same time too, as I did in fact all of the sudden nod back to her finally, as a bit of a response to let her know that I was in fact paying full attention to her right now, and what ever it was that she even had to say to me, all at the exact same time as well, none the less.

I could tell that it had made her feel a bit better, thankfully enough, as after I had done that, not all too much longer after all of that, she did in fact begin to start to speak up to me, all at the exact same time as well, as I did in fact, none the less, begin to start to listen as to just what it was that she even had to say to me, all at the exact same time too, how ever.

"You are free to go... Just don't go messing around any where, any time soon, okay?" She said to me, as she had a bit of a slight smirk on her face, all at the exact same time too, as to just what it was that she had even said in the very first place any ways, as it was clear that she thought that what it was that she had said was funny. That was until she then began to start to think on just what it was that she had even said to me in the very first place any ways, as she could clearly tell that I did not think that what she had said was funny.

That was due to the fact that I also knew that Thunderclan was destined to come to our camp at any time soon, in the near future, as my father had been spending the last few days preparing for the attack, and making sure that the kits were well protected, after I had told him about the cats that had tried to attack the kits, all at the exact same time too, as it was clear that it had made him just as sick as it had made me feel when ever it was that I had seen those cats so excited to kill a few innocent kits, that could do nothing to fight back.

He had guarded up the nursery with a briar patch making it only one way in, and one way out, all at the exact same time too. I was glad for it, as I did not want to lose those poor kits either, now that I came to think on it, all at the exact same time too, as I turned my head away from RabbitNose, who I now saw was going through her herb pile, as I then got my attention instead, on the nursery, all at the exact same time too, as I stared in to it.

I expected there to be a guard, just as my father had asked there to be at all times, but much to my surprise, and much to my dismay, there was no cat at the front of the den, all at the exact same time too, to be able to protect, as a simple Thunderclan cat could easily sneak in to the camp and attack the kits, all at the exact same time too. Well, I suppose not easily, as I could see that there was cats guarding the ways in and out of the camp, all at the exact same time too.

As I got up close to the nursery, as I was ready to shout to a cat to go and guard the nursery, I then all of the sudden noticed that the nursery was empty, all at the exact same time as well. I blinked my eyes a few times, as I began to start to breath in quite a bit heavily to my self, all at once, as I got my mind, and I got my focus off of all of the thoughts that I had been on before, as I saw that HeartFurn was with her 2 kits on the other side of the clearing right now, as I let out a heavy sigh of relief, all at the exact same time too.

I saw that HeartFurn was standing right beside my father's den, right now, as I saw that she was talking to my father, all at the exact same time too, as I saw that she had her fur fluffed up, and her tail was wagging all of over the place, all at the exact same time too, as it was clear to me that the queen felt quite a bit uneasy right now, which I felt like I could not blame her for either, as I was sure that she was quite a bit scared for the kits, all at the exact same time too, after just what it was that had happened at the gathering, all at the exact same time too.

I blinked my eyes a few times, as I got my mind, and I got my focus off of all of those thoughts all at once, as I then just drew closer to them, to hear what it was that HeartFurn even had to say to my father in the very first place any ways, as I could tell that she was not all too happy with my father right now, for some odd reason or another. I felt a lot of tension between her and my father as I got close enough to hear what it was that she had to say.

I blinked my eyes a few times, as I got my mind, and I got my focus off of all of the thoughts that I had been having before, all at the exact same time too, as I got my mind, and my focus on the fact that hear, and listen as to just what it was that the she cat even had to say to my father right now any ways, as it was clear that she was not all too happy with him, based off of the look that was on her face, and the tone of voice that she was using, as I did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what it was that she even had to say to my father in the very first place any ways, never the less.

"It is clear to me that Windclan is not a safe place for me and my kits to live any more... I am sorry KettleStar, but we are leaving the clan... And I beg that you do not send a cat out to go and kill us like last time..." She said, as it was clear that she could hear me walking up to her, all at the exact same time too, as I saw that she turned her head over to me, and she then all of the sudden squinted her eyes at me, all at the exact same time too, as it was clear that she did not trust me all too much.

It kind of hurt me, all at the exact same time too, as to just what it was that she had even said to my father, and kind of towards me at the end, all at the exact same time too, as to the fact that I knew that I was not the cat that had killed my own mother, as I knew that it had been my brother that had done that, and that I had killed my own brother out of the grief that he had killed our mother, all at the exact same time too.

No one else knew about it, besides perhaps RabbitNose, who I felt like she had a slight suspicion about it, as she had known how close I had been to my mother, and also the fact that she was good friends with my mother, all at the exact same time as well. There was also the fact that BreezeFoot knew about it, but I knew for a fact that I should not be worried about her snitching on me about all of that, all at the exact same time too, as I shook my head at just even the thought of that.

I breathed in quite a bit to my self, once again, as I got my mind, and I got my focus off of all of those thoughts, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden got my mind on the fact that I knew that pretty soon from now, based off of what it was that I had just heard HeartFurn say, was that she was about to leave the clan, with her kits, which were the young future that we had left in our clan, all at the exact same time too, as I knew that it would destroy our clan, none the less.

There was also the fact that I felt like there had been a bit of some truth as to just what it was that she had said at the end, all at the exact same time too, as to the fact that she was worried that my father might send another cat to go and hunt down the queen, and go and kill her, all at the exact same time too, as I felt quite a bit bad for it, as well as the fact that it made me sick, to even think that my father would do that once again, all at the exact same time too, none the less.

I looked over at my father, as I expected to see a bit of an angry look on his face, as to just what it was that the she cat had said to him in the very first place any ways, but that was not the look that I saw on his face what so ever how ever, very much to my surprise, as I blinked my eyes a few times, as I just continued to stare at my father with a bit of a blank look on my own face, all at the exact same time too, as I was not sure what to think, nor was I all too sure as to just what it was that he was even thinking about right now.

No... He did not even have a look of guilt on his face right now, as it seemed like he had an empty, and a blank look on his face. At first, I thought that was due to the fact that he had no sort of emotion, and no sort of feelings as to just what it was that she had said to him, but when I began to think more on it how ever, and how well it was that I knew my father in the very first place any ways, none the less, than I would realize that it was not the case what so ever.

He was hiding his feelings, and his emotions deep in side of him, as it was clear to me that he realized that his clan was dying, and that there was not all too much that he could do to stop it, all at the exact same time as well, as I felt like, even through all of the rough stuff that I had been through with my father, it kind of hurt me to see the way that he was right now, as I then began to start to dip my head a bit low to the ground, all at once, as I felt a bit guilty my self, for some odd reason or another, if I was not going to lie to my self either.

I breathed in quite a bit to my self, all at once, as I did my best to try to keep my self as calm, and as collect as I possibly could, all at once, as I then all of the sudden nodded a bit to my self, all at once, as I got my mind, and I got my focus off of all of that, as I knew that there was nothing that I could really do to help my father right now, as I knew that there was nothing that we could do to try to save the clan at this point either, never the less.

It made me feel sick, as I felt like I had a bit of a guilty look on my own face, all at the exact same time too, as that was do to a lot of different reasons, never the less, as I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I possibly could, as I blinked my eyes a few times, and I got my mind, and my focus off of all that was even going on in my head right now, as soon as it was that I then finally heard the voice of my father, as he began to start to speak back to HeartFurn, all at the exact same time as well.

I blinked my eyes a few times, as I then all of the sudden lifted my head up all at once, all at the exact same time too, as I then turned my head over to what it was that was even going on right now, all at the exact same time too, as I saw that my father was nodding to HeartFurn, to make sure that she was paying attention, as I could tell that she was in fact trying to take care of her kits, all at the exact same time too, as she was trying to talk to my father.

I looked over at HeartFurn, as it was in fact clear that she was in fact paying attention to my father, very much to my surprise, as I then all of the sudden saw that she did in fact turn her head over to my father, and she did in fact nod back to him, all at once, to let him know that she was paying attention to him, all at the exact same time too. It clearly did in fact make my father feel a lot better, all at the exact same time as well, as he then did in fact begin to start to speak back to HeartFurn, all I did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what it was that he even had to say back to her as a bit of a response, all at the exact same time as well.

"I am not going to do any thing... There is nothing you need to worry about... I wish you and your kits the best of luck where ever it is that you are going to go, and I want you to know that you will have an open spot in Windclan, if you decide you want to come back at any point..." He said to her, as I saw look on his face, as it was clear that my father was in quite a bit of some pain right now, as to the fact that we were losing another cat, and her kits in our clan, all at the exact same time too.

I breathed in quite a bit to my self, as I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I possibly could, as I tried my best to not freak out, which was quite a bit hard for me, due to the fact that I knew that my clan was dying, just like the other 3 already had, all at the exact same time too. I blinked my eyes a few times, as I breathed in quite a bit to my self, all at once, as I did my best to try to keep my self as strong as I possibly could, all at the exact same time too, as I then turned my head over to HeartFurn, all at the exact same time as well.

I looked at her, with a bit of a blank look on my own face, which did not seem to matter all too much, due to the fact that she was not paying me all too much attention, all at the exact same time too, as I breathed in quite a bit to my self, all at once, as I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I possibly could, all at the exact same time as well. HeartFurn was in fact getting her kits prepared to leave the camp, all at the exact same time too.

Though I saw that she looked back at my father, as she had quite a bit of a guilty look on her face, all at the exact same time too, as it was clear that she felt a bit bad about leaving Windclan, all at the exact same time too. I blinked my eyes a few times, as I wondered if she might all of the sudden change her mind, all at the exact same time too, as that was what it was that I had hoped would be the case at the very least, but when it was that I did in fact look at her, that did not seem to be the case at all though.

She looked back at my father one last time, as I could tell that she did not believe as to just what it was that my father had said to him in the very first place any ways, at the end, when he had told her that she would have a spot in Windclan, all at the exact same time too, if she was ever to decide that she wanted to come back none the less, all at the exact same time too. I blinked my eyes a few times, as I was a little bit lost by that.

That was when it hit me, as to the reason that she did not believe as to just what it was that my father had said, as I then began to start to realize that it was due to the fact that she did not think that Windclan was going to be a thing if she did in fact decide that she wanted to come back at any point, all at the exact same time too. It made me sick to think on that, though I felt like she might have a bit of a fair point, all at the exact same time too.

I breathed in quite a bit to my self, all at once, as I got my mind, and I got my focus off of all of those thoughts, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden got my mind, and I got my focus off of that, all at once, just as soon as I thought on it, as I saw that HeartFurn was now starting to leave the camp with her kits, all at the exact same time too. It kind of hurt me to see them leave, as it seemed to destroy me deep in side, all at the exact same time too, to see that once again, Windclan was being torn apart.

I breathed in quite a bit to my self, all at once, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden dipped my head quite a bit low to the ground, all at once, all at the exact same time as well, as I almost kind of felt like I wanted to join her, and just leave the clan. Perhaps BreezeFoot would come with me, all at the exact same time too, as I knew that she had lost her brother in that battle none the less.

I breathed in quite a bit to my self, all at once, as I got my mind off of all of those thoughts all at once, as I knew that BreezeFoot would not want to go, as I knew that she was too loyal to Windclan to do as such a thing. I knew that I did not want to go either, as I knew that I was the same as she was, and I also knew that my father needed me now more than ever, at the time, and the crisis that we were in right at this very moment in time as well, never the less.

I dipped my head a bit low to the ground, all at once, as I then all of the sudden noticed that there was one of the kits that had not followed their mother, all at the exact same time as well, none the less. That was of course the smaller kit, whose name was TinyKit, all at the exact same time too, as I was a little bit lost as to just what it was that the kit was doing right now, and why it was that he was not following his mother, and why he was staring at my father, all at the exact same time too.

It was clear that my father had noticed the exact same thing that I had, as he did not have his head to the ground at all, what so ever, as he instead had his head tilted at the little kit, as it was clear that he was a little bit lost as to just what it was that the kit was doing right now. I was tempted to push the kit over to his mother, to go and follow her, but I did not do as such a thing how ever, as I was a bit lost as to just what it was that the kit was doing right at this very moment in time.

I blinked my eyes a few times, as I saw from the corner of my eyes, that my father did in fact nod to the young kit, to let the kit know that it was safe to go on ahead and speak, all at the exact same time as well, as he was letting the kit know that he was listening as to just what it was that the kit would have to say in the very first place any ways. I looked at the kit for a bit longer, as I then did in fact do the exact same thing that my father had done.

Once the young kit had seen the both of us do as such a thing, he then all of the sudden blinked his eyes a few times, as he then all of the sudden nodded back as a bit of a response to the both of us, all at the exact same time too. I was still a bit lost, and I was a bit shocked, as the kit began to start to speak up, quite a bit loudly, for even his mother to hear, as I began to start to listen as to just what it was that he even had to say to my father, none the less, all at the exact same time as well.

"Mother! I want to stay!"