My first time

Josh: "Hey, how's my angel doing?"

Johanna: "Pretty good thanks to you. Unfortunately, my cold is acting up L"

Josh: "Hug, I'm sorry you caught such a nasty cold."

Johanna: "I am too. Now when we were supposed to have a good time."

Josh: "We can still have a good time. :P"

Johanna: "Sure, what do you have in mind?"

Josh: "Would you like to sleep with me?"

Johanna: "Normally I'd wait a little while longer, but since you are here just for two weeks we need to make the most of the time you are here! But where do we do it? I live with my parents and you live with your grandma."

Josh: "Oh, you're right. Do you know any place nearby we can go to?"

Johanna: "Yeah, there's a hotel nearby 10 or 15 minutes away by walk."

Josh: "Ok, we'll go there then."

Johanna: "Yay, can't wait. After all, we've been waiting for so long patiently for this moment."

Josh: "You are ok with sleeping with me? You're sure you don't want to wait any longer?"

Johanna: "Of course. If I'm not ok with something I speak my mind."

Josh: "Ok, I'm glad we're on the same page. Where do we see each other tomorrow?"

Johanna: "At the mall close to my home. We stay there for a while and then go to the hotel, ok?"

Josh: "Agreed. Sweet dreams, angel. HUG"

Johanna: "Hug back!"

The next day they met at the mall like agreed. The mall had two floors and there were many clothing stores on the first one, while on the second floor there was the food courtyard and the cinema. They went to the tables in the courtyard and snuggled up at a table. "Do you still smoke?" he asked her. "Sometimes I still sneak up a cigarette here and there," she confessed ashamed, trying to look as nonchalant as she could about the whole matter. "You should quit. I don't want you to die young," he told her and caressed her face. "I am going to quit. It's a nasty, unhealthy habit. I know," she whispered. His gaze moved to her eyes and then mouth. She silently held his gaze, while he muttered: "You're so beautiful I can't stop looking at you."

They made out until Johanna could barely breathe. His intoxicating smell, his touch, his lips, his taste, and his voice were pure ecstasy to her. "Hey, looks like someone's horny today!" "Yeah, a little bit … Does it bother you?"

Above them, a snowflake decoration sparked and changed its colors periodically. There were several other snowflakes hung to the ceiling of the mall, also sparkling. Dancing and singing snowmen also decorated the mall. Many people were carrying bags with groceries and shopped for gifts for their loved ones.

"What's your favorite Christmas memory?" Johanna asked him. He answered without hesitation: "When I received an engineering kit. It was a labyrinth maze game with which I could design a maze. How about you?" "It was Christmas and I received a Barbie house from Santa. I spent the entire day building it and my grandparents took a lot of photos then. I also received some books and comics with Donald and Mickey.

"That sounds nice. How about your childhood? We have not talked in years. I still know some of the events that happened since we kept in touch for a while in high school, but is there anything interesting you want to tell me about?'

"Not that much. After you left in the first grade I focused on school. My parents and especially my grandparents who raised me considered school very important." He intervened: "Sorry for interrupting, I suppose grades were very important to them too." Johanna sighed: "Yeah, they were. And for a while, I focused on school and it was doable. But they were very focused on math and physics because they wanted to turn me into an engineer. The problem is I am gifted for foreign languages, writing, reading… Or at least that's who I thought I was before society told me who to be since it is not that practical to be a writer. After all, the engineer earns better than the writer, or at least that's what some people say." she said and her face turned serious.

She continued and he listened attentively: "That and the fact that my vision is poor made my school experience a little stressful." "Yeah, but you passed your exams and now you're going to college." She nodded: "Yes, I do. I can't wait for the circumstances and life to match up to my comfort level. Who knows when and if a cure for my eye disease is going to be available... Life goes on and I need to keep up. "He hugged her and he comforted her. "And then?" Johanna sighed. "I wanted to live with my parents when I went to school, but my grandparents would not let me motivating I needed to become the best in school. I only visited my parents and my sister on the weekend and on vacations or holidays. I was the weekend kid. Somehow my marks were never good enough that I could live with my parents. For a long time, I could not move to my parents due to my grandparents not letting me. Don't get me wrong: my grandparents took care of me and raised me and helped me with my health and education maybe even like parents. But at some point, things escalated and our family almost broke up over this. I felt alone and sad."

"I am so sorry you had to go through this. Did you later move to your parents?" Johanna sighed reliving her memories. "Yeah, when I got into ninth grade. I never actually believed that moment was going to come anymore." He hugged her then and carefully inquired: "What was your high school experience like?" She looked at him long and replied: "Are you kidding me?" "Just was curious. I want to know everything about you: what brings you pain, what pleases you." Johanna laughed: "What kinds of pleasure?" "All sorts of pleasure." He replied smiling and blushing. "Since I am not the popular kid on the block, rather a reserved girl, who prefers quality over quantity and good times over drama I had a small group of friends. A pal, I told you about I had a relationship with and you weren't too thrilled about it I remember and he was my best friend. After school finished, we drifted apart. And now I am at the Faculty of Foreign Languages." He nodded. "What do you currently study there?" "Translations and Interpretation."

"Will you work in this domain later?" "I don't know. Probably. I'll see. I love to make plans for the future. Usually, but sometimes it's better not to think at all about the future." She snuggled up in his arms. People rushing to get presents and to buy last-minute what they needed for Christmas and New Year running around, while others were staying in line at McDonald's and KFC. Some kids were standing in line waiting to get their turn and tell Santa what they wanted for Christmas. She looked at them and remembered being a child and how life used to be so beautiful, simple and uncomplicated.

"Come on, let's go, let's seize the moment," she grabbed his hand and winked at him. He followed her and Johann overheard what a little girl told Santa: "I want a Barbie house, a Barbie doll. I also want you to heal my dog. He's been pretty ill lately. He is everything to me. Also, please do a miracle and make my parents get along. I don't want them to separate. I don't want to lose them." He stroked her hair and replied: "Oh, Sarah. They will never stop loving you. I can't promise you that I can help them find the lost spark, but I can take care of the doll and the house. And there's a great vet I know, I will give you his address. Maybe he'll be able to help."

As they walked hand in hand silently Johanna suddenly remembered: "Ugh, I forgot that I get my period today. Would you be okay to have sex with me today or should we postpone it?" "It's ok. I don't mind," he replied. They walked for ten more minutes until they arrived at the hotel. The hotel was a pink-brownish building with 4 floors and a beautiful roof. They entered the hotel. There was a green parrot in a cage making noise and looking curiously at them. They approached the cage and Josh looked at him. "Hey, buddy, how are you?" A few seconds later he asked Johanna: "Is this the bird you told me about? The one, who had a parrot-girlfriend, but the hotel staff decided to take her away because they were making too much noise?" "Yes." "Despicable human beings. They could have taken him too and let them live together happily after." he angrily mumbled, as they approached the reception. "A double room please." he requested and took the credit card out of his wallet. "Right up," the receptionist smiled and gave them the key to the room. "Room 342,"She said as they went up the stairs to the third floor.

He opened the door and she entered the room, followed by him. The bed was made out of wood and it was covered with white sheets. There were green curtains, a mirror, and a mini-fridge. The rug was grey and the room was middle-sized.

She took her winter jacket and boots off. Then moved her gaze in his direction: he was tall, had brown hair and blue eyes, she loved to sink in and discover deep, hidden truths from his soul. He looked at her, as she was about to take her clothes off and he replied: "The preview looks good, but how about we have first some foreplay?" "Ok," she pulled her violet shirt back on, and stroked his chest, then pulled him to the bed and started making out with him. His lips, taste and warmth lured her into a fight between continuing the teasing and going to the next step. He gently pushed her on the bed and he went on top of her and kissed her on the mouth. Then he kissed her with the tongue. Hers danced with his leaving her wanting more and more. His warmth against her ear and kisses on her throat sent shivers down her spine. He took her shirt off, then asked her to stand a little bit up to unbutton her bra and when it finally was taken off, he looked smiling at her, like a child who went for the first time in an amusement park and played with her breasts, then kissed and slowly sucked on them as the moisture and warmth between Johanna's legs grew in intensity.

He took his shirt off and looked at her from a distance intensely in the eyes, as butterflies flew through her stomach and her heart was pounding so hard she almost felt it in her throat. He tossed the shirt on the floor and continued making out with her while touching her between her legs in her most erogenous part. She guided his hand and when he reached the spot he massaged her. Pleasure waves flooded her slowly, but surely and she started moaning: "Aaaaah… yeah…", as he continued caressing her almost reaching the point of no return, however, she refrained from going further and took his belt off, unbuttoned his pants, and helped him undress. Then she flipped her hair slowly back and covered his body all over with kisses.

She took her clothes from the lower part of the body and he asked: "Um, I thought you were waxed." "Well, I'm not." He tried to unwrap the plastic foil on the condom they were supposed to use. He tried with his hands, with his fingers but it would not budge. "Wait for me, I'll go and borrow a scissor from the reception. Let's hope they have one." She quickly dressed up, went downstairs to the reception, and asked with a grin: "Sorry for bothering you with this question, but do you happen to have scissors?" The receptionist smiled and said: "Sure. Just a second." She went to the room behind her and returned with a big scissor, Johanna could only think of some villain using it in God know what horrendous ways. Her face was somewhat puzzled, yet she tried to be friendly and grateful. "Thank you. That's a pretty big scissors." "It's our garden scissors!" "Oh, ok, awesome, I'll bring it back later!"

When she entered the room, Josh was lying on the bed and his eyes turned big when he saw the scissor in her hand and quickly covered the lower part of his body with both of his hands. " 'It's garden scissors," Johanna exclaimed happily. "It is what it is, but don't bring that thing too close to my precious friend!" "It's ok, I'm going to be careful!" she mumbled and finally cut the plastic foil slowly and took the condom carefully out. "We'll keep the scissor just in case we might need it again later!"

Josh tried to put the condom on and make love to her, however, it did not work. He tried again and failed again. He tried to put the condom on. "What is this..." he looked at his fingers, which were red this time. "I told you I might have my period today." He sighed, said nothing but his face looked disappointed. They made out again. Josh was sweating and breathing rapidly and when Johanna leaned into him and pressed her boobs against his chest, she felt his heart beating rapidly, reminding her of a stallion running at a competition.

"I could give you a blowjob. Maybe it'll help you relax. How about that?" "Ok. Sure. Why not." he replied. She kneeled in front of him and after a few minutes in which she tried, he replied: "Ouch, that hurts! Teeth, teeth, teeth!" "Oh, sorry I did not want to hurt you!" "I know," he softly said.

She retreated to the bed and started playing with herself naked. "Oh, you want to start without me?" he smiled, not being able to hide his sorrow. "I'm patiently waiting here for you when you're ready," she smiled at him while touching herself. He rubbed himself and kept rubbing until he reached a certain point when he snapped and bluntly told her: "Sorry. I can't do it now." "It's ok," she softly replied. "At the right moment, we'll do it. Join me in bed and let's snuggle up."

He hopped into bed and they snuggled up as they silently looked in the distance. She grabbed his hand, kissed him, and smiled. "What are you smiling about?" he asked her confused. "Nothing. Just being able to be here next to you and spending time with you. It's special." "Oh," he replied sunken into his thoughts. "I am sorry I was not able to make love to you today. I laid up all night horny and could not sleep thinking of how beautiful you are and now this…" She shrugged her shoulders. "It's ok. Don't think that much about it. It happens. Not every day is a good day." He sighed. "What if this failed attempt is all we are going to always experience and that's it? What if this is as good as it's going to get? What if we're just not sexually compatible?! Maybe I should've taken the blue pill, just to be sure..." "One failed attempt is not a life sentence, josh. We will keep trying and we'll find our rhythm. Don't worry. Let's just enjoy the moment" He silently looked at her and replied then smiling: "You have such a beautiful body!" "Thanks!" she replied and started coughing violently. "Sexy!" he teased her with a cocky voice. "Not!" she replied and sneezed and reached for handkerchiefs next to the bed from her bag.

She silently looked in the distance contemplatively, as he curiously glanced at her. She was wrapped up in his arms under the blanket and enjoyed the warmth of his body. His skin was very soft, yet his hands and arms felt so protective and soothing. "What are you thinking about, hon?" "It's just that people see the very first time as this magical experience where angels come down to earth and sing into your ears and everything feels so magical and euphorically and the woman and the man being hit by unimaginable floods of pleasure. Even though things went not exactly as I planned or hoped, I'm glad we tried it and I think it's more important who I've tried it with. Beauty lies in imperfection."

Johanna arrived home and munched on some chips while listening to some music. A message popped up on her screen. She turned to it:

Josh: "How are you doing, honey?'"

Johanna: "Chilling and eating something. I need to take my pills for the cold, how about you?"

Josh: "I am very ashamed about what happened. That's not how I imagined things would happen. I made a fool out of myselfL"

Julienne: "Aww, don't worry. Next time it'll be better. Promise!"

Josh: "How can you be so sure?:p"

Julienne: "My intuition. :P Beside you said yourself you were horny all night. That means we'll have no issues next time. Also, if you feel that my feelings changed for you, you have nothing to worry about. Nothing changed. I still see you the same. I still have feelings for you. Promise!"

Josh: "Ok L Hug"

Johanna: "Hug"

Josh: "I saw you naked today :p"

Johanna: "Yeah, I saw you naked too"

Josh: "I am glad we cleared the air. What do we do tomorrow?"

Johanna: "How about anything that does not involve sex?'

Josh: "Good idea. I need a break."

Johanna: "A break…?"

Josh: "I meant from sex :P"

Johanna: "Oh. Right."

Josh: " But just for a while."

Johanna: "Ok. I want to watch a movie now and then I'll go to sleep. Sweet dreams."

Josh: "Hug"

Johanna: "Hug"