Date 6

Things started to heat up between Shovan and me as he was more responsive and apologised for the last time and promised to meet me. I thought to give him one more chance and I specifically told him that this time I won't go into any kind of relationship with him unless and until I feel like it is the right thing to do. He seemed not very okay with it but he didn't have any choice so he'd let me have the power to decide. This time I was also not jumping into anything and I was talking very casually. He seemed reluctant to meet me now but I told him next week because we were going on a small family trip and didn't want to rush things between us. The next day I left early in the morning with my parents and we went to Mayapur which is situated at the confluence of two rivers and is a holy place and the headquarter of ISKCON is situated there and stay inside the ISKCON community and indulge in their day to day activity. It is good to visit places like that sometimes because it gives you a long peaceful break, so we were staying there for three days. The first day of my trip I received a call from my classmate and he told me that there is this friend of his who really likes me and so he gave him my number. I told Kaushik that I already had a boyfriend and I am not interested, to which Kaushik told me that he was not leaving him in peace and kind of forcefully took my number so Kaushik apologised but then he requested me to take care of it and asked me to convey him the same thing. I got annoyed because this is really not acceptable and after an hour or so I got a call from an unknown number. I was pretty sure this is Yajat the guy who asked for my number from Kaushik earlier and didn't pick up initially and thought were I should ask Shovan to deal with it but then I was like all this is unnecessary and decided if he calls me next time, I will pick up and take care of it. The next morning he called me again and I picked up this time. He started by introducing himself and told me how much he liked my Profile Picture and told me he would appreciate if I can just talk to him and get to know him. He sounded really sweet and initially, I tried being a little ride but then I decided to behave according to the situation. I told him that I already have a boyfriend so even if he talks to me that will make no difference. To which he responded that he don't mind and would like to know me better and just be friends with me. I didn't find any harm in that and perKrityaly found him to be nice so I didn't mind talking to him. After three to four days I was talking to Yajat more than I was talking to Shovan not because I got more interested but because Yajat was always texting or calling me. Yajat asked me about my boyfriend and I told him that he is studying in Ashoka Hall and his name is Shovan Khanna. He instantaneously replied that he knows him and was not so surprised because a lot of people knew him and as I have already mentioned the intensity of his popularity back then. The real question was whether Shovan one Yajat or not, and I asked him how do he explained that he knew Shovan from the last school he was in. So basically Shovan was studying in a school, which has few branches in Kolkata before he came to my sister's school. And due to his notorious activities, he was transferred to another branch for a month and it was Yajat and Shovan became friends. I didn't understand how can fate be so twisted but somehow I cannot deny the connection here, and I was a little happy because Yajat seemed like a nice guy so he can help me fix my relationship with Shovan but didn't tell him everything already. Yajat asked me whether he should tell Shovan that he is talking to me or not and I was like you can. After an hour Shovan called me and told me why are you talking to Yajat, he is not a nice guy and you should immediately stop talking to him. I called him down and asked him what is the matter and he is like nothing just don't talk to him. I was liking the kind of authority he was trying to put on me and without any explanation, so I simply asked him the real matter and he was unable to justify himself. Then we didn't talk that much. The next day I was coming back home and he texted me that he is coming near to my place and would like to meet me. I was shocked because I have never seen any such urgency before and I was impressed by what jealousy can curate. I told him to come around 9 because that is when I will be back and he said yes. I had already done so much plotting to how to use Yajat and already thanked him a thousand times in my mind. I really didn't have the time to change so I just decided to freshen up a little and put on some lip balm before I leave. We reached around 8:30 pm told my parents I will be because in half an hour and put on some make-up before leaving. Then I left for the decided spot and since he was going to the airport to pick up his dad so we had like 20 mins to meet. As I reached the destination he was already there standing and waiting for and we started with saying Hi! He was more shorter than I expected him to be maybe 2-3 inches more than me but that honestly didn't matter then. While we were talking he received a call and it was from Yajat. Shovan showed me that he is calling and picked up the call and told him to call him later because he is with me right now. It felt like he was basically marking his territory and letting him know that he is already here and honestly it made me feel really special because I liked the way it got him all pumped up whenever Yajat was near. I didn't mention anything about Vijay to Shovan though because I had no idea how he would take it so we were just having conversations about how pretty I look and he adorned my cuteness. I don't know whether he was trying to flatter me or try to make sure that I don't go astray with Yajat but that time the butterflies sure found a way inside my stomach. But alas our time was over and he had to go but promised me to meet this coming Sunday. I literally jumping and swinging through the roads and was really happy with how things were turning between us, not knowing that what I thought was a blessing was about to be storming thunders in my life. Yajat texted me saying to call him once I reach back home and I really wasn't in the mood of responding to his text because I wanted to stay in that Shovan zone for some time. But then Yajat got impatient and started calling me, so I have been in and picked up. He assured me about my date today and where did I meet, so I told him that he came near my place and we met for like half an hour before he left. He was just trying to get as much information I could give him, and since I trusted him I didn't find any harm in it. I was pretty sure that today I am going to have got dreams about how we will get married in future and our kids will be one hell of a human being but I didn't like the only fact that he is so short like shorter than everyone I have dated before, but he had a unique charm that wasn't easy to resist.

I was excited about Sunday because we were supposed to meet and she asked whether I want to go for lunch or coffee and given the previous experiences I would choose coffee because it makes meeting easier and you can concentrate on each other rather than the food is sitting on your plate. We met at my favourite Coffee House, Barista. I usually go there a lot with my friends and hence it was very comfortable to order the shake that I already like and the Blueberry muffin that I love so much. He even ordered a shake for himself and the highlight of our conversation was that I should get back with him because we were still not in a relationship. That kind of annoyed him and he asked me whether I have stopped talking to Yajat or not and I told him that it is very little, so he got a little furious about it but since I was technically his girlfriend he cannot completely be annoyed. That day he was going to one of his friend's weddings and asked me if I could join him but since it was a 3 hot b long drive I won't be able to get back by 11 so definitely I cannot but I do want to join him and spend the night. I wish I could do that, it would have been so great but sadly I can't, wishing for the day when I could send would spend unlimited time with him. We chilled for like 2-3 hours and then decided to leave and he dropped me at the Metro Station. I wasn't expecting a hug but somehow he always maintained a distance. He was different in person and different on phone always too horny but when we meet her always kept a respectful distance and I was a little confused as to why he was doing that. I had another plan as well that day as all our school friends were meeting on Annupriya's terrace and we planned to smoke and drink a little. We were around 10-12 people and reached a little earlier so that I could update Annupriya regarding the date earlier. Things were not going so great between Annupriya and Mathew, though they were still a couple but things were not working out and they started having regular fights and dramas. I could honestly sense that the end to their relationship and hence I tried providing my support whenever I could but that is never enough but no one can really fill the emptiness you get from a relationship that is going void and only time can help you heal a little but some support definitely helps you fight so I made sure not to talk or exaggerate about how things were going on between Shovan and me. The one thing that I and Annupriya have in common is that no matter how much depressed we are in life we never let it dictate our fun life and we don't miss out on hangouts and parties. And the same case was that day, as all our friends came over we completely forgot about it worries and started drinking and playing Truth or Dare, Hide and seek and Lock & Key. It is always fun to call back our inner child from time to time so that we don't get older any fast. I also clicked a lot of pictures especially with the boys of our group and I wanted to make Shovan jealous, so instead of making the picture that I clicked with him my Display Picture on WhatsApp, I made mine with the Boys I clicked during the gathering. He immediately texted me asking to remove the picture and as usual, I didn't cater to his request. He got a little annoyed but afterwards, we usually have in and asked me again to say yes to his proposal as he has fulfilled his condition of meeting me properly. Honestly, I don't know why but I didn't feel like saying yes to him and then he stopped texting me. For some reason, it wasn't bothering me so much and since I was really tired of all the events that happened in one day, I planned on sleeping earlier than usual. I came home and change into my nightdress and immediately slept. I didn't really have anything the next day because my boards were already over and I was preparing for the Entrance Exam of a Prestigious Design College so I was relatively chilling and spoiling my time. The next day Shovan texted me Good morning and that made my morning actually good but now thinking about it how I really don't like how easily we let people control our moods and emotions. He asked me what I was going the next weekend and obviously, I am always free for him without any doubt. Then we started talking about how our days are going and kept texting in between like any normal relationship but then there was this one post of him that I was overlooked which I shouldn't have. He used foul words for almost everyone and to him, every ex-girlfriend was like a slut that he had slept with. He also told me a few of his stories where he and his friends were almost molesting his classmates and they got away with it. This got me questioning it relationship a lot of time, initially, I was too overwhelmed with his charm to sense the darkness in it but now it all has started bothering me a lot. And even when I told him that I am not comfortable with his tone and speech, he didn't care and started telling me how I should upgrade myself. The more we open in our relationship, the more I could see all of his dark sides clubbed together and it got me asking myself to reconsider our relationship. Yajat, on the other hand, was trying to get on between us and honestly, I was not bothering so much about it, so one fine day he called me and we were randomly and he suggested that I don't I call him and I will put you in the conference and you stay quiet and listen to us talking. Yajat called him and started with random boy stuff and then asked him how things are going with Kritya. He told me it was going good for Yajat whether he is serious about me or not. He replied, obviously I am not paying any game with her and taking things seriously from my end. Then he asked should I call Kritya and do a Conference Call and immediately jumped in saying I am already here. Shovan took it in the worst way possible and got annoyed that we were planning on him and disconnected the call. Yajat started telling me why did you tell me that I am already here and I was like because you were putting me in the conference so I should tell you before that and honestly I had no idea Shovan would take it otherwise. Yajat told me don't worry and that he will try to sort things out and call me back. Around evening I tried calling Shovan and he didn't pick my call and then I called Yajat and Shovan was not picking up his call as well. I was a little bit tensed but like I already mentioned his dark side was making me sceptical about our relationship in any which ways. After that, we were not on talking terms and after that even I gave in. Yajat supported me a lot after things started breaking apart been Shovan and me but in the back of my mind, I always blamed Yajat for the break-up. After some time I didn't feel like talking to Yajat and his frequency of conversation was increasing which got me questioning that is he was really the reason behind my break-up. After a week I completely stopped texting him back and replying to his calls which got him anxious and started calling me and texting me asking what is the matter. So I texted him saying that I am not at a very nice stage of my life so I really want to leave all this behind, so I am cutting myself from everyone I know. He was obviously smart to decode and told me not to do that but I really didn't want to keep up with all that so told him that I don't want to stay connected and stopped picking up his calls. Then he started texting me that how much he loves me but since I want him to be gone, he will go away but I will regret this later because I am completely unaware of his affecting on me. But yet he didn't stop calling me and it was already down to 36 missed calls so I just blocked him and like that his chapter was over.

It was two months left for my entrance exam and I started going to the preparation classes regularly more than thrice a week. I already had few friends but there was a guy who recently got admitted to our new class and everyone was curious because he looked smart and rich. Honestly at time I was least bothered about all that and immersed in my own dilemma but somehow our places were adjacent so we got introduced to reach other but he really seemed to have a lot of attitudes and I was in no mood to play by his rules. He was kind of reserved as a person and it was obvious that he looked down on everyone he knew and since he was also into modelling he thought he is always a step ahead of us and it was also mostly the reason why he wanted to join NIFT. I think I was the only one in class who had spoken to him perKrityaly and other girlfriends of mine asked me how he is like but honestly he had barely given me any information. All I knew was that he recently shifted from Delhi and is somehow related to the Chief Minister there and I passed on that Information. If it were normal times l had already found a way to date him but I was not so she and hence hardly thinking about it but had to say I liked his sketching skills.

One fine day I was chilling with Annupriya and told her about this guy "Vaiwav" from my art class and she got really pumped up. She told me that if I don't text him then she will text him which got me thinking and we found his Facebook profile and almost texted him instantaneously. He replied after an hour asking "Who is this?". Honestly, I mean it is not like he is completely unaware of my existence so there was either two explanation either he was trying to pretend or he had amnesia. Obviously, the first one was the obvious truth, and I asked him "Are you sure you don't know me?!". He replied after 10 mins "Yeah tell me Kritya" so I simply asked "Are you done with your Assignment?" and he said "Not yet". The key to taking to this guy was not losing patience and honestly, I didn't have that in abundance. So it almost took me one week for us to barely know each other and when we met in class he pretended to not know me and definitely that he was not texting me. I was not exactly sure whether he is like this in general or just trying to pretend so that no one knows that he is texting me. But whatever might be the reason I was just planning to date him for a month so it really didn't bother me that much. Finally, after one and half weeks we exchanged numbers and obviously, I was the first one to text him a Hi on WhatsApp but again I am really not afraid of making the first move. We planned to meet after class in a nearby Coffee shop and coincidently he was staying with his mother at the same complex where Annupriya was staying because it was really close to his Mother's office which would be a bonus to our dating scenario as it is really close to my place and I can chill anytime with him if things unfold nicely. The next day was my Date day and since I also had classes before that so I thought of wearing something nice but casual. I went for my class and he was already sitting there at his designated place and I was sitting next to him in general but today it felt a bit awkward because we are pretending that nothing is happening between us and usually it was okay but how would we do it today. I was thinking about whether we will take different routes and sneak into the coffee shop or leave together for the date. I mean will it be swift or awkward and these thoughts were playing roller coaster in my mind and I was barely able to keep up with the class and on the other hand, he seemed so inclined towards the teachings which were even more frustrating. Then as the class was almost over, he started packing his bag and I was packing mine slowly waiting for a move from his side but it seemed like he was leaving and on the other hand, my friends were waiting for me to come with them. I was in a complete dilemma and when he was almost leaving, he turned back and told me "I will waiting for you downstairs, hurry up!". I wasn't expecting such a brave upfront move but I must say I liked it but all my friends were looking at me with a blank expressions. Because last class me and Vaiwav were not even friends and now he is waiting for me which made it very difficult for people to comprehend. Since I was in a hurry I told them that I will give them all the updates next class and quickly stuffed so my belongings in my bag, went to the washroom to freshen up a little. All this took me 7 minutes and I quickly went downstairs. He asked me where I want to go and I told him we can go to the nearest Coffee Shop. He was okay with the idea and we left for my favourite CoffeeShop aa it gave me old memories of how I came with Shovan here the last month and now I am on a different date with someone I barely know. Honestly, it was really difficult to keep up a conversation with Vaiwav because it was very easy for us to run out of Topic and he preferred sipping on his Coffee and it started harder. I asked him about his parents and his Dad is staying in Delhi only and he is here just for a year or so after which they will shift back again. I asked him about his passion to which he replied he likes Modelling and Sketching so he preferred arts. So I found common interests and asked him to share his insight on the same. We were already 40 minutes down and honestly, I wanted this date to send because it was becoming unbearable. So I told him so you want to stay out go expecting him to say let's leave but he said let's have one more coffee. His actions were clearly not in sync with his mind and now it started becoming really difficult to know whether he is interested in dating or not. He was more complicated than he seemed but I liked the fact that he wanted to stay a bit longer with me and started putting in more effort into our date. I thought that maybe he wants to stay but it is very difficult for him to socialize so maybe I can help him in that aspect. So I started him his he is looking it in here and how different from Delhi. Then finally after an hour and half, we left for our respective homes but he didn't some to text when I reach home like all the other guys which were a little off-beat because it should no signs of concerns which is generally not a good sign for a first date. After going back home he didn't ask me whether I reached out to cars to text about my whereabouts so I felt it is a progressive time and he honestly doesn't care so I decided to wait for his text and won't text back until and unless he texts first. The next day he texted me asking if I am done with my assignment which was absurd because there were no assignments to be done and I told him the same. Then he asked me about my day and what I am planning and we exchanged a few texts. We had class the next day and he asked me whether I would like to hang out with him after that. I wasn't expecting that either because I thought this date is going to be a one-time thing and keeping any hopes from it. The next my class friends specifically called me an hour early so that I can tell them all the details regarding our data and how we actually started out and I obliged to their demand reaching an hour earlier only to find no one kind of irritating. They came like fifteen to twenty minutes earlier only to witness my annoyed face and without showing any guilt they started pondering me with all sorts of questions. I answered them all and explained my story which sounded really easy and they were like they should have approached him first and how could they not try which got me thinking that he will obviously not just date anyone and obviously my looks have contributed somehow to this development of our relationship. He was a little late but he came and obediently sat next to me which made me happy but it wasn't special because his seat was obviously next to me from the very beginning. All my friends were starring right into his face which kind of made things awkward for the both of us and I was pretty sure he completely understood that I have these guys done gossip. After class, I matched his pace in packing up my bag and we left together and I had already informed my friends that I will be leaving with him so asked them not to ask me anything or make a scene out of it. But obviously they are definitely not that obedient and one of them asked me "Are you leaving us and going?", to which I showed him an angry face and left saying a Goodbye. As we sat in our Coffee Shop the first question that was thrown right into my face was whether I have told these guys from my class or not and I told him yes but only because it seemed very obvious so I had to give him some hint. He didn't care about that and started asking me about my preparation and which centre I am planning to take and then asked me to visit him sometime at his place to which I agreed. Then he asked me when do you think you can visit and I said maybe next week or so and he seemed happy about it. Then after almost an hour, we left for our respective homes and like earlier he still didn't ask me to text him when I reach home but I kind of had made peace with that. But when I reached home he texted me asking when can he see me next. I started getting a little excited about all this but and told him maybe the next class, so he suggested why don't we bunk the next class and you can chill at my place. I was okay with that and agree with his idea and the next class was 3 days away. I had a lot going on in my mind that whether he'd try to make a move on me or not and even if he does should I stop him or get into the moment. And if I am getting into the moment then I should at least shave or wax off the accessible areas. I had a lot of things planned for that day but nothing actually got converted into real action and I took my bags because my mom had no idea and my hairy self to his place. When I say hairy don't imagine me like a chimpanzee or something but a normal human with a hint of brown hair growing all over the body which was not really that visible so I could survive.

His place was like 15 mins away from mine if I take a cab which was cool and I took an autorickshaw instead because it was cheaper and reached his place in like 15 mins. Since I have been going to his Complex a lot because of Annupriya so the security guards kind of knew me and it was easy to pass. I met him near his block and he was waiting there for me, we went upstairs to his place and he was staying on the 3rd floor. His mom was not there and we went to his room which was a pretty need but only with his art and photos. I had no idea he could click pictures and at the same time draw so well, he also showed me some of his pictures from his previous modelling assignment and I was definitely impressed. He has already asked the maid to make pasta for both of us and I appreciate that because I remember saying earlier how much I liked pasta. Then we planned to watch a movie and he asked me to pick a genre, I wanted to pick horror but then that would be like giving of the sign so instead, I picked thriller or adventure. Then he played this Movie "Rings" which turned out to be more of a horror. I didn't know how I missed it on such an amazing movie and blamed HBO/Starworld's for not playing it enough times. I was a little scared but tried putting up a tough front and definitely not clinging onto him, he on the other hand watched that movie like a Psychopath without blinking an eye which got me questioning his traits. We religiously watched the whole movie taking a Pasta break in between and avoiding any touch. It was perKrityaly very difficult for me to concentrate on the movie and I kept thinking about us and how we can be a little romantic and he can at least put his arms on my shoulder or we can hold hands. After of movie was over he asked me whether I pay cards, I did but playing one to one would put a lot of pressure on me to win and not lose so I just to do something else and if we are not able to figure out anything then maybe I can leave. So we decided to play video games which were not again my flair but we were running out of options so we played and I was the worst partner you can have onboard. So after half an hour he gave in and we went back to his room and I started packing my bag. Actually, there was nothing to pack but I was just grabbing it, and finally, my dear came to life. He holded me from behind and kissed me on my back, I didn't really do anything much and there was kind of resistance from my side which we both felt. So he didn't just kiss me on my checks and helped me grab my bag, then he dropped me near the Auto stand and I went back home. I think it is the first time I came back home earlier than expected and called my friends to take an update on today's class but mostly to gossip about how things went today. I was actually planning to go to Annupriya's place after meeting Vaiwav but since he was dropping me till the Auto Stand I didn't give much emphasis on my plan. I called Annupriya after calling my classmates and she was annoyed because she was kind of waiting for me but that kind of only lasted for a minute and then we were talking about my date and she told me how she is almost in the verge of breaking up with Mathew. I told her it is for good only because it has already been more than three years and obviously you shouldn't Mary the first guy you start dating. I promised her that I will visit her tomorrow and we plan to go for a swim in the nearby pool. I have always admired the peace I get whenever I am near any waterbody, I feel different whenever I am either in or near it. And it's been ages since we have been to a pool, so this was much needed but let me give you a disclaimer, I don't know how to swim and I generally stay at the shallow end. I know how to float and do the basic strokes but that is all and I definitely can't save myself from drowning and it is high time I should consider acquiring that skill but I really don't have the time to afterall dating takes up a lot of your time and I will explain how. Say you meet this person twice a week so basically strike those two days of your calendar because before meeting you would be thinking about what to wear and how to behave and see that what he wore and how he behaved anticipating his next move. The remaining five days you divide between thinking about him, talking to him, talking to your friends about him and again overthinking about him. The remaining hours are then used for your basic necessity like sleeping, eating, bathing, entertainment and popping. Apart from that, you try really hard to take out few hours of your time that you invest in him to utilise it for your career or exams and then you break up with him after say 3-4 months, find a new guy and never really break yourself away from the loop. I honestly knew that I am completely warring my time but I really didn't have the wisdom to set my priorities right. Plus I always had this at the back of my mind that my career will only start after I get into NIFT so even if I waste my time right now it really doesn't matter and so I was on a wild spree. Not only was I dating, but I started going to clubs, drinking with my old friends, doing weed and having unlimited house parties all when I was staying with my parents. Like I said earlier my parents were really chilled so I use to make some shabby excuses finding my way into clubs and parties. I started being very social and outspoken especially after my dating spree because it kind of gave me confidence that if I get all the guys that I have ever like then I can get more and I am good enough for anyone I like not considering the fact that not even one of dates works out properly. It was high time to reflect back and see where things are going wrong and how I should evolve and not change. But I had no time for that as well and started being very casual. Not only was I dating just Vaiwav but I was talking to few hot seniors of mine and basically flirting with them. Things with Vaiwav were different not slow, we didn't talk that much and never behaved like we were dating when out in public. Though we started hanging out more and going to classes together and keeping seats for each other but all in a very non-obvious way. He asked me to come to his place again and I said yes which you should never do. I always thought that I don't like playing games and if I am liking him then we should cut the chase but it is very wrong especially with I think about it now. You should try to not give in everything thing do quickly and make him wait so that he can cherish it more otherwise you will just be a simple date for him who he would think as someone he had a nice time with but you want to be the girl that he can't stop thinking about and for you to do that you have to drag things, not to much but yet a little more than you would normally do.

So very nicely I went to his place again so without showing any sign of hesitation, he had already picked a movie this time and asked me to wait for like 5 minutes so that he can get popcorn. I was sceptical whether I should be impressed or not because technically it is the first time someone is being actually putting some effort and is not cheating me and maybe not taking me for granted. We were watching "Fight Club" this time and there was a progression in terms of the distance that was between us. We moved closer almost so much that our hands were touching even at the slightest movement. Then very swiftly he tried grabbing my hand and then pulled me close to him. I wasn't showing any hesitation this time and tried relaxing with each advancing step. I tried putting the other hand closer to him so that he can grab that saw well but instead of nowhere just before Brad Pitt was almost to enter crash his car we kissed. It was very sudden but I quickly adjusted to it and matched his movement. I have read somewhere that the key to the best kiss is to guest star things slowly and basically warm up his lips he then kids him more strongly and once you become comfortable after kissing four-five times you can be careful not his lips. I tried using the lessons but I needed more practice before I start biting it without hitting him. Then he started moving his hands through my body and I can sense that he was aiming for my boobs. But not so early nobody has yet been to that territory so I needed more assurance before he is allowed to. I quickly took his hand as he put it around my waist to let him know to fast I am not ready for that. He tried reaching my boobs 3-4 more fun need but every time I would grab his hand and push it away. After 15 minutes we stopped kissing a be went back to watching the movie and I felt it is such a waste of a beautiful movie because I hardly focus. Honestly, I wanted to kiss him more and cuddle but it didn't seem like he was up for it. I think he was disappointed because I restricted him to just kissing and he definitely had more things planned in his mind. We ordered Pizza that day and he only kissed me before I was leaving and this time he didn't even drop me so I could completely feel that he didn't want us to continue because it has been more than a month and We have just kissed. Since it was the only evening I went to Annupriya's place and told her everything about what happened earlier today. She told me he must be wanting to have sex and since you guys are still at kissing he has already realised it will take ages for things to proceed between the two of you and he thought it might be better for him to date someone easier. I liked how Annupriya was so practical and never gave me false hope but yet I didn't like the reality and wash need things to not stop. I got so flustered and scared that to save me from an awaiting heartbreak I texted Shovan Khanna a stupid stupid mistake and he texted back almost Instantaneously. I got excited not thinking about how poorly things ended between us and he started being the same old him again. He told me how much he missed me and wanted to get back together. Meanwhile even Vaiwav texted me asking whether I reached home or not. Oh boy! now I am in trouble, I mean what am I supposed to do now and though I wanted to continue things with Shovan and definitely didn't want to end things with Vaiwav at the same time. I have created a mess but decided to just go with the full life. Even Annupriya suggested the same thing and told me technically both of them are assholes and even if you are not the nice one her, Karma won't come for you. Again my girl was on point and was going back to my home guilt-free talking to the both of them. Shovan asked me whether I want to meet him or not and Vaiwav, on the other hand, told me that I can hang out with him whenever I am free next. Only if Vaiwav had texted me a little earlier, I wouldn't be in this mess but okay I will get through it. I planned to simply text Shovan not going any further with him on this relationship and with Vaiwav well let's see where he wants to take it for sure without being physical. He again insisted on meeting me the next day and as I said earlier, I needed my own space in between and told him I will be a little busy this week so let's plan something next week. He was okay with it and thought didn't go out anywhere this week but I don't mind because I wanted to stay home for some time. The next week like usual I went to his place but there was a problem his mom was coming back as she was not feeling well and he had no idea but since I was already near his Complex he told me we can go to his terrace. I didn't have any problem with that because it is his Complex and if he is okay then I am fine with the idea as well. We went to his terrace and he showed me an amazing place. So basically there was a cave-like structure near the water tank and he told me he came here almost every night to smoke. Honestly even I was in love with the cave-like hideout. We went inside and we were resting against the wall, he told his mom the same thing I told mine that we were going for our classes and he had packed some snacks and sides in his back. Thankfully it was a little breezy that day so were feeling any discomfort due to the weather otherwise I really couldn't imagine sitting there. This time since I had to race my legs I was wearing a skirt, a wrong move I realised because it is really easy for his hands to go astray down on me. We were talking and I think this would be the first time this Psychopath smiled a little which was a very rare shift. He asked me whether I have ever watched porn and though I haven't so much what I told him, yes and since I knew a little about this website "Naughty America" I told him I generally watch there. He asked me whether I had a membership plan and I had no idea that it needed you to pay. I told him that I had got free videos from my friend and I generally watched those. I am sure he caught my lie and told me not to worry as he has once and asked me whether I would want to watch. I don't think I was in a position to say no now, so instead, I was like why not and he asked me his favourite genre. I had no idea what to say so I answered anything that includes a lot of seduction. He said even I like watching a lot of such videos and I was relieved to answer smartly and safely. We started watching a video where an unfaithful wife has called a doctor and wanted to advance sexually. I think she had 10 times more the as and boobs I had and this video nowhere was lighting my mood but only making me conscious of what I won't be able to offer. Since only his left hand was occupied in holding the phone her quickly slides his left hand through my legs, caressing it softly and then going for my thighs and stroking it. As long as he keeps a 5-inch distance from my sacred flower, as we used to call it those days, I was fine but his intentions didn't seem like that. He didn't try kissing instead reaching out to my body in all different ways and I don't blame him because I was equally aroused but that doesn't mean that I am ready. I told him a took a bold move shooed his hand away and instead kissed him on his lips. By knowing it was already getting a little darker and there was hardly any light inside so turned on the torch application in his phone and got over mine. He put his bag on the ground, layed me down in a way that my head was resting on the big and missed me. Multiple times he tried going for my boobs and thighs but I didn't let him. He then was forced to be restricted to my lips and waist but here there I could feel his hands on my boobs while in his way to my waist. And then we suddenly heard some footsteps, and we hurriedly sat back on the same position. Then he told me to stay quick as we could see a flashlight and saw a silhouette of a man, he quickly went outside and came back in like 5 minutes. He told me that the security guard saw us and he gave him some money do that the guy doesn't file a complaint but I will have to leave almost immediately. Trust me I had no issues leaving because I really didn't want to get into any kind of trouble and left the Complex in rush. I was annoyed because the terrace have always given me trouble and decided never to make out on a terrace. Then I came back home and told Annupriya about it and she said me to chill. Then I texted Vaiwav asking if everything was okay and he didn't reply anything. The next day he texted saying all was okay and I was relieved. Then I asked him about his day and error he still is coming for classes or not and he was being a little rude to me. So I decided not to text him for a while and honestly was a little annoyed at him. At the same time, I was talking to both Annupriya and my class friend Sanya explaining then about the situation and how he was being rude to me. In class, we used to call Vaiwav "Frog eyed" because his eyes were a little weird and since I was annoyed I told Annupriya that "Yes I don't care about that frog-eyed guy anyways" and was forwarding the same message to Sanya but by mistake, I'd sent it to Vaiwav which I realised after sending. He immediate texted me asking "What do you mean" and I was like no no I was just talking to my friend. After that our conversation was only hitting up and I tried apologizing initially but he was just overreacting about everything and then I got annoyed and told him that "You only kept calling me so don't overdo" to which he replied, "That's what we do call the Sluts". That was the most humiliating moment of my life I told him all sort of wrong things and that I feel bad for his previous girlfriends and that his time with me has already expired. The conservation got so heated up that he told me that "Remember the last time when we were making out and since there was no light's and I had to turn the flashlight on" and I am like "So?" to which he replied that "That was the recorder on Baby". I felt so shattered and broken, not that I am just humiliated but my life might be at stake right now and honestly I was scared to death but I had to play strong. First I denied saying that it is not possible and asked what was the Megapixel of his phone camera and I remember it was Blackberry with some 6 mp which was pretty good back then. I had no idea what to do so I told him that if you do anything of that sort I will file a complaint against you to which he said that nothing will happen to him as he is related to the CM. I had no idea how to deal with this so I asked him "So what's next, you will upload it?", to which he said "I am not that bad and I will delete it" I thought that the best way would be to leave the conversation here because definitely, I should have filled a complaint against him because in a way he was trying to threaten me but if I do that I will have to tell my parents which would put my freedom at stake. And then I tried imaging the whole scene and no matter how great his camera was I am pretty sure it wouldn't be able to record the video so nicely and at the same time we were just kissing with our clothes on and that wasn't that big of a deal. So I decided to talk never talk with this guy leaving the conversation as it is. Honestly, I was very scared, I mean what if he goes crazy and plans to upload it and I promised good that won't do such foolish things again and begged him for forgiveness. I thought my life would be shown as the next episode in "Gumrah" which is a TV show where they show real-life crime stories of teenagers. I called Annupriya almost immediately and since she was not at home, I was left alone figuring out this whole shit.