Feeling the feelings louder than before

I am on my way to pick up my fallen phone because of my fast jump earlier, before I plan to exit by the door, but of course, a planned one won't be that exciting compared to an unplanned one.

So here I am trapped on the sidewall, with Remus in his suit towering over me, declaring a claim.

I grew aware of the eyes laid on the two of us because of the sudden show he is bringing the crowd.

He is going public. Why is he doing it in public?

"Let's talk."

I threw him a bored look. What is this all about?

Our unfinished sex?

Sorry but I am not gonna do it again.

I am too valuable, not for anyone to throw again. Even if he put his balls on a check, he won't afford me.

"If this is not about a thing in the mafia, I am not obliged to talk to you."

"I was-"

"Is this about the mafia?"

"No."

"Then move out of the wa-"

"I am not here for any damn mafia thing or the damn culprit girl! "

He frustratedly brushed his palm on his hair but immediately placed it on my side because of a little movement I made.

I am just checking the blonde, the fuck with this man?

"I want us to seriously talk about what happened that night. I wanted to hear from you about our thing. "

"Our thing..." I slowly repeated for him to understand his words better. "There's nothing,"

His lips parted a bit at my words, then licking them back for a firm proposal. His eyes searched for my eyes, and I noticed how weary his eyes are.

He sigh. "Let's go home."

Confused, I stared at him more. I forced my lips to remain shut seeing his state. This is getting unfair for me. I am Aesha Roxinne Flinn and I shouldn't care about these kinds of people who only knows how to make me feel undeserving.

The first is enough, twice would be too much.

My eyes moved a little on his side and that is when I realized we are talking longer than necessary and that I shouldn't be talking to him this close and randomly. I sneaked on an opening he failed to see this very moment because of the turmoil he is battling inside.

I successfully removed myself and walked apathetically down the stairs. I can feel him tailing languidly behind me and now the freaking problem is I had to walk casually like I always do even if I badly want to run away from everyone, from him.

He exited the automatic door just after me. I searched for my gold card in my pocket, with my name and identity stored. The one I will be using on the last scanner to get out of this establishment.

We were already in the parking lot and I am already on my motorcycle when he neared me more without a doubt. I threw him a blank stare as a warning but he only clenched his jaw as a sign of rebellion, continuously paving his way to me.

I monitored the surroundings for any possible person but there were only the two of us under the cold melancholic moon. I watched him get nearer me and I got bothered when he suddenly freed my hair on its loose ponytail state.

My eyes got fixed on his pocket where he inserted my hair tie while he is busy detangling and covering my nape with my hair despite the unsaid words.

His fingers grazed a second on my ear and all the time I remained muted and still. Waiting for it to end.

"Damn, man. I messed up." he muttered under his breath, bowing a bit to hide his orbs from me.

I grabbed another thin gold hair tie in my pocket and set my hair up again.

I drew a lot more distance between us as he feast on the ground, not wanting to show himself to me.

I started the engine and drove away from him with my firm dignity. To not try it with him again.