Adea isn’t interested in dating or finding her Goddess-chosen mate. She’s determined to ignore the nightmares that plague her sleep, keep her job at Half Moon pack, and live a peaceful life. When her best friend, Mavy begs her to go with her to Desert Moon to find her mate, she can’t say no.

What does Adea do when she’s the one to find her mate at the Crescent Moon Ball? Will she be able to figure out what her nightmares are trying to warn her about? When she pieces it all together can she change her fate?

The Forbidden Alpha

**TRIGGER WARNING: This chapter contains severe depression and suicidal thoughts that may be triggering.** 


Song: Billie Eilish - Happier Than Ever 


Every breath in is shaky. Every breath out is ragged. Every breath I take is a painful reminder my mate no longer breathes. The stab wound reminds me how much I’ve failed. Her absence left a gaping hole in my chest, in my life. 


I haven’t left my room, I haven’t bathed, I haven’t shaved. I can’t remember when the last time I ate something was. I don’t deserve to eat. I don’t deserve to go on without her. 


The wind blows outside and the sun rises and sets. The stars light up the night sky and the wildlife outside can be heard but my life can’t go on without her. 


Watching her trial on-screen was fucked in more ways than one. I couldn’t be there in person. I couldn’t be there for her. I couldn’t do anything for her. 


Pain