Fuck

**TRIGGER WARNING: This chapter contains severe depression and suicidal thoughts that may be triggering.**

Gabe

Everything I’ve done wrong replays in my head.

Running to Ady. I’m running to Ady. I couldn’t find Olivia and everyone I spoke to hadn’t seen her. I knew in my gut something happened. My heart screamed something happened… screamed that something was happening.

I could feel her fear, her pain, her desperation and I couldn’t do anything about it.

One of the things I regret the most.

I was rendered speechless as I ran around with no clue where she was. I was fucking useless. Ady’s eyes widened as she stares at me, fear crawling into her features as she asks me what’s wrong.