Mother Why

Mother why why did you push me away when I needed you when I need you to wipe my tears and soothe my pain like a mothers supposed to do mother why would you push a child away when all she wanted was your love and affection mother why why would you push me away and down tear me down with your words why would you hurt the child that only wanted your love and I know it's selfish of me to think that my siblings got the best of you when I got the worst there were times when I resented you and there were times when you make me smile and laugh that's when I felt like I finally saw the best side of you but you still push me away mother why why would you treat your child that way will I always be left wondering mother why