Time To Face Reality

I know I know it's time to face reality but it's hard so very hard to face a really that can leave you cracked broken or shattered completely it's hard to face the really that I'm so close to losing my father because his heart is weak and if the doctors don't do something soon I'll lose him and I don't want to have to face reality without him in it he's the only father I've ever known growing up I always saw him as invincible because he was my Superman he's always been understanding and there for me when I need him the most I know that we don't get to stay on this planet nobody does we don't live forever that's part of being human even though the reality is going to be hard for me to face and it's to hurt like hell I know it's time time to face reality