If I Told You

Warning this chapter has detailed descriptions of self harm read at your own discretion

If I told you I can't stop thinking about cutting my wrists I can't stop thinking watching the blood flow and the relief I would feel if I told you I can't stop thinking about wrapping a blanket around my neck until I can't breathe if I told you I can't stop thinking about not living not being alive not assisting what would you think would you think I was crazy would you not want to know me anymore if you knew that sometimes my mind gets so dark these are the things I think about what would you say to me what would you tell me if I told you