I Try So Hard To Please Everyone

I try so hard to please everyone but I can't be everything everyone needs me to be I wore a mask I smiled I pretended to be happy when inside I was falling apart because I never wanted to let anyone know that I was suffering because everyone else needed me to be there for them they but can't be there for me they can't fix me when they need me to fix them so I pretended I wasn't broken when truly I was shattered I never let anyone know that I hurt myself because I couldn't tell them about my pain I never cried on anyone's shoulder because they needed to cry on mine instead I crying in a corner alone with no one to help soothe My pain I held in everything I pretended to be okay because I try so hard to please everyone I never realized I should have stop thinking about others and think about myself I can't do that because I'm blinded by my need to make everyone else happy and that's why I try so hard to please everyone