I Could But I Won't

I could but I won't because I know there's so many things I could obsess over I could blame myself or constantly obsess about how if I just said things differently maybe you would have actually liked me or I could blame her and fool myself into believing she took you away from me after all I did fool myself into believing you actually cared I could hate myself for opening up to you for loving you I could hate you for breaking me apart when I was finally piecing back together the pieces of me I didn't even know where broken there's so many things I could but I won't